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Greetings and Salutations! One and All! I do hope that the week has been good for you so far!

Today I want to talk about the coming of a new day!

For those of us who are awake or partially awake, it has become difficult to navigate the energies and most of us have done beautifully!

It seems that the heaviness of these purges are going to kill us or make us want to kill ourselves.  It is in these moments when all of the tools you have been given throughout your lifetime have to be pulled from the magic bag of tricks.  When the world is falling apart around you for no apparently good reason that we turn to the one thing that can and will help. Our Creator.

I believe that in most cases we bring things to ourselves for our own growth and expansion, but too there have been times when I have been placed in very surreal experiences that had absolutely nothing to do with me but more to do with the people who had been placed in my life. In some instances that meant soul retrieval and soul rescue for those who had been captured in time and space and replaced with some other entity or entities controlling the body. Similar to a possession. Some would say this is time for me to be put into a looney bin and others quietly understand what it is I am talking about.

My life has taken me to the very lowest of lows being in the streets with the bums and the crazy folk, but it was there too that some of my brightest angels on earth were found and helped me navigate that reality so that I could survive. I have been what society would consider a success as well, making money hand over fist but not being responsible with it, not using it to help others. So it was taken away from me almost over night. I was then put in the streets with two children. I have lost it all and rebuilt it over 7 times so far in my life.  I am thankful for the good and the bad, even though in my human moments I have great difficulty in seeing those times as good things. I am still learning to not judge things including my own actions or the actions of others. I am learning to release the need for expectation and entitlement. Similar to the story of JOB in the christian teachings, the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away, all is always for our highest good and we should be grateful for it all good and bad for if it was not for that Creator we would not exist. I believe that no matter the adversity that we endure in our lifetime, it is forgotten on the other side. What is left is the expanded consciousness and deeper love.

So it comes down to FAITH. Finding Answers In The Heart. For it is there in the heart where our creator, high self, guides, other aspects of ourselves in other realities I think they call them dopplegangers it all begins in that place in the heart that we hear them, feel them, experience or re-experience them. I would not allow the bird to go without food or shelter, why would you think I would want less for you? I know that my needs will be met. I know that the universe and that being I call God, loves me beyond any love any human being could possibly express. I have been with Him. I have felt him within me, my body mind and soul. I will only ever ultimately trust that being that resides in all things. People ask well what religion are you? I tell them I am all and none of them. They look at me like I am crazy. But I remember a time when this planet was still new when there was only ONE and nothing more. We all worked in harmony and loved our creations. Delighted in what we could create and did it with joy and love. The planet that I remember had love as it’s main frequency. Not to say that this planet is different, but certainly the frequencies are.

I have faith, even though I find myself in circumstances which would send the average person into a complete and total depression, even in my sadness I give thanks that the solutions be brought forth with ease and grace, and that it is perfect in all ways for all concerned and the good of all in general. I have FAITH that it will all work out just as it is supposed to for even if it is not what I may want or THINK is the right thing, I KNOW that the universe has got my back no matter what set of circumstances I find myself in. In a weird way there is peace in knowing that I still have to do my part but that the universe is there like a full orchestra to back me up on that stage of life.

Yes when it rains it pours, but bust out your seeds and water barrels and capture the moment and grow something beautiful when a new day dawns! Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death….he leadeth me to green pastures and cool waters….we all have to walk through that valley several hundred times in our lives. We choose to sit and have a picnic and camp out there, it’s like my son’s vice principal said to my son this morning, “There are two words which both begin with VIC…. do you know what those words are? Victim or Victor, which are you going to be? A victim who does nothing and takes apathy as their route in life and does nothing to move up or forward or you can be the Victor and walk through it and just do it!”  Words of wisdom from a woman who’s job was just cut because of budget cuts. She moved her whole family from Washington to Colorado and they cut her job! Inspirational coming from her. A great woman, mother and administrator, the district has their head on backwards for eliminating her position.

So as children or as adults, we all have those moments when life throws us a curve ball, if you are paying attention you can turn that into a grand slam or you can get hit in the head and wonder what happened.

I do all I can to help the universe make my life the greatest it can be, and people say even with all that you go through you always land on your feet and you always maintain a positive attitude. It is said that when we smile it releases serotonin and gives us a better outlook, so the fake it til you make it does work on a chemical level. I choose to be a VICTOR not a VICTIM to life or circumstance or people. I will walk through this valley and lay down by the cool waters. It is in the lack of acceptance that we suffer. The sooner we accept it the sooner we can stop asking why and ask instead what is the solution, what am I going to do with this? Ask and if you get no answer then trust that it is not time yet, the universe has not lined the perfect scenario up for you, you do your part, look for that job, go to school, be doing what you CAN in the moment, if there is nothing you can do more or do about another’s decision or a company going under, then do what you can …. clear your space, clear your thinking whatever that entails. Sometimes doing NOTHING is the answer. The universe wants you to rest and heal your body or spirit. The wisdom of silence. Saying nothing, walking away is the answer sometimes. No matter how much it hurts. It will be better. It has to, for as bad as things get there is always a rainbow after the storm, there is always a flower that blooms from the muddied grounds.

These are times of great change. We must be able to ride the waves and not let them crush us. Even in stormy waters and it feels like the gasps are fewer and further between. You become a stronger swimmer. Ride the waves as best you can, lean on each other and support one another for it is difficult for all, but we can bring it in with ease and grace by showing that to each other. Remember always what you put out you get back. Break things down to the core issues and not the symptoms. People react out of fear, what is the fear, address it. What can you do about it, what steps can you take to change it or make it different? You can do whatever you want to do, but it takes baby steps in that general direction to get there.

This time is about personality clean up and changing of perspectives, and the cool thing about that is that each new day brings a new opportunity for happiness and joy. Each new day gives us the chance to help another. Each new day we get to learn something new. Each new day we have the chance to laugh and smile.  There is a coming of a new day for you and I. Leave tomorrow for tomorrow. Do not let fear stop you from achieving your happiness. It serves no one and is a waste of the gift of life. Life is all about the Love. Happiness. Joy. Serenity. Peace.

Life is short. It can end or change in a split second. Don’t waste it. Fix it. Make it right. Love is all that matters. The great thing about it is you can do that right NOW, this second. Change your mind. Do something different. Don’t try, just do it. Because you can you know. It’s not that hard once you take the steps. Today is the new day! Right now! Right here! This moment! Make it count, make it memorable, make it great! If everyone is flipping out around you , that is their problem you can still be joyful with you. Pray that they too will come around and come back to you, for miracles never cease. Strange things happen in strange times. Love always finds it’s way back to itself. So do not look at the loss, look what you have, give thanks. Keep the faith, do your best to not panic and go to the other side of the valley. God takes care of us, we are all worthy and deserving of love from Him and each other. Let those who cannot do that go. Until they can stop thinking of themselves and begin to think of others as well. Do YOU! Do what YOU can and leave the rest to God. You will see that if you surrender it, it will work out ok. Promise. But you have to leave it there. Because every time you worry about it or think about it, you are taking it back and have to give it up again. So say thank you for you know its done.

Have a grand weekend everyone! I love you all !!! You make the journey fun!

Love n Light in Oneness of Heart,

Kimberly

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