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Greetings and salutations!, One and All. It has been some time since I have written as I have been undergoing a time of transformation and change and have been focused on that. However, as I sit here tonight on this full moon Sunday and thru til today, I feel inspired to share with you all some of the experiences I have noticed to be consistent in people this past few months. **this message took a few days to get down on paper, please forgive the bouncing of topics, I wrote as I got it….part of the process of getting messages for me. Thanks for your understanding. 

One is that almost all those who are awake are undergoing major transformations on all levels of life. Most have felt some relief since the first of the year as the golden light of Creator’s Love pours into our atmosphere and planet. We are filling some of the now empty spaces of our lives with things that are more in alignment with our growth and preparation for the future waves of change. Yet others are still feeling like a continuation of the end of the year energies have followed them into this year. Usually an indication that we are holding onto something yet not completed within that cycle that must be released prior to moving to the next levels so to speak.

Some of the things I want to cover is symptoms, issues, time / memories thru the hour glass, potentials, inner work. The trees and energies and beings which are coming to help, fairie world etc. Collaboration and cooperation essential to eliminate competition and separation.

One of the things that I think all people have noted is time is speeding up. Things are happening much more quickly then some are truly prepared for. I know for myself, time has been playing tricks with me for several years now. Some of what I can share with you is this, we have the ability to slow down or speed up time as we need it to within our own lives or within the moments of now. A couple of ways to envision this, see yourself in a bubble and you see like traffic coming towards you on the other side, begin to take a step backward from where you are standing only just slightly not completely and this will slow things down, if you begin to step forward it will speed up. Another method is to envision time as a linear line and you can fold time, much as described in the classic book, “A Wrinkle In Time”. Bringing the fold lines together will quicken the time to travel from point a to b, seeing it as already together see it separating to slow it down. I have played with this many times on long trips, making it from point a to b in half time.

We have to slow things down in our mind to reflect it on the outside programming. Life experiences are played out on a holographic program. We can interject to go fast or slow speed.

The exception to this, currently, is that people have been experiencing lapses of time. Where they are feeling like they are traveling outside of this reality into another and they are not realizing or functioning in this reality and cannot remember where or how long its been until they look at a clock or realize that their television program is over to measure how long they have been missing.

There is a great deal to be said about this time we have the honor of experiencing, and truly, I cannot put it all into words to accurately describe ALL of the things I am and have experienced up to this point. I can only offer that which I think I can.

Being in a human suit, we find ourselves, for some of us a new experience, others old hat, that of limitation or the belief of limitation. Our density here in the 3rd dimension and also into the 4th, is a very heavy frequency, and therefore more is required to maneuver in our physical world. One of the ways, on an intuitive and physical level, that I can feel that we are in fact experiencing some dimensional warbles at best, is the air around me. There are times when things seem to be moving in slow motion or like it’s cumbersome to do simple things like wash the dishes or do mental work, this I describe as walking in plasma or as my friend describes being in jello and trying to move around. There are other times when the air is completely heavy and like my immediate personal energy space is being weighted down like an anvil on my bubble or lead shoes on my feet, I am very aware of being earth bound like a stronger then normal magnetic pull on my being. There are other times when the colors of the area around me, the sky the sun, the mountains and trees seem to appear almost surreal and in different hues, colors I have never seen them be, pinks, blues, very bright white, and green, or a lavender hugh, not at times when you would expect your eyes to see such changes, sunset or sunrise, but the middle of the high noon sun! Then there are moments of complete silence, like the world just stopped around me, and the normal backround noises are not there! Then you breath and all is back to normal. Usually in these moments there is a physical response to this in the form of a woozy or light headed feeling or a sense of losing one’s balance. The need to hold onto a counter or a wall or a chair, to compose yourself. Too, there are moments when there is a newness and freshness and love and harmony and clarity when you can breath and it’s like someone opened a window after being cooped up in stuffy rooms! A strange contentedness that overcomes ones being even though you would normally be freaking out stressing or crying over your circumstances. A feeling that all will be ok as long as you go along with the flow of life. It’s a very odd feeling when it comes because it’s like looking in the mirror at the more perfected you but the new energy still feels a bit awkward and uneasy until it assimilates itself with us.

Some of the physical symptoms associated with these changes are related to the magnetics bouncing around on the planet. Most if not all things are tied into the magnetic grid system on this planet. This includes humanity. We are psychologically and physically reacting to the current pole shift changes and the photons we are being slammed with as we approach the milestone of 2012.

Physically you may feel the following:

  1. More body aches and pains in unusual places.
  2. Ringing in the ears, or toning.
  3. Headaches
  4. Vision problems
  5. Digestive issues/ Eating pattern changes
  6. Sleeping more or way less then usual
  7. Increased Dreaming, with strange dreams
  8. Sinus/Throat Issues
  9. Times of instant lethargy and need to sleep
  10. Low energy for no reason
  11. Hyper-Sensitivity in senses and skin, ie: hearing way better then usual, noises are more intense and can be deafening.
  12. Attention deficit issues, unable to focus on any one thing for more then a few moments.
  13. Fogginess in the brain, unable to keep a clear thought for more then a moment.
  14. Forgetfulness, loss of time.
  15. Mood swings, experiencing the waves of emotion, then being totally fine and then back to another wave and then totally fine.
  16. Increased psychic activity.
  17. Panic attack symptoms without cause.
  18. Difficulty breathing or forgetting to breath.
  19. Decreased immunity system issues.
  20. Hot and cold flashes.

I am sure that there are a few that I have missed and you can fill in what your own personal experiences have been. On the flip side there are moments when I am filled with love, energy and vitality and in those moments I accomplish the feats of a hundred people I feel. There is always balance.

Really a lot of what we are facing is things in our lives that no longer serve us are prevalent in our realities in a plethora of ways, we must look at and deal with the issues as they present themselves and move thru them as quickly as possible in order to move forward and allow new information or energies into our lives or experiencing them differently. The key to beginning the process is noticing the patterns, and identifying how they have served us, what did we learn, and then forgiving and releasing. How you do this processing and understanding is going to be as unique as you. There are many books out there on how to process and many methods if you google it I am sure you will find a wonderful selection of what you are looking for.

Many people who are not wanting to experience these shifts in body are leaving, if their physical beings are not wired right the frequency increases will cause the heart to just stop and they exit immediately with no waiting time to otherside, this is unusual as they normally stick around til the funerals, but they are not. So we will continue to see mass exodus of spirits from this plane. 

The idea of leave it all behind, the old ways of thinking will not apply so much in the new realities. Way easier said then done. Take it in baby steps. Focus on one thing at a time. Be gentle with yourself and try to find the balance of time that works for you.

Other things that you may begin to notice is things like putting an object in a particular place and coming back and it’s gone, absolutely no where to be found, you come back a day or two later, or hours in some cases and it’s sitting right where you thought you left it, or at times in a completely different location. This is losing things in the vortex, as I like to call it. It’s like we are moving through various dimensions and we come back to that place in the time line eventually and things are as we left them. In this same genre one can also access the other aspects of yourself, dopplegangers in some people’s terms, aspects of ourselves which are experiencing different realities, simultaneously, and therefore, like the original divine creative source we too are experiencing all things, all possibilities in a multitude of dimensions and realities, but this one, the one we exist in is like the mothership, they all tag back to the now moment. We can cross those normal barriers at the moment because of the waves, like standing in the ocean at foot level and the waves come in and hit your knees. Same idea applies with the various realities, the veils are thinning on all levels, we can see them sometimes, shadows out of the corner of our eyes, people who are not there, some might mistake as a ghost but in reality is a person existing in another dimension where they cannot see us but for a moment at the peak of the wave or the ebb we see them.

The collective beings, are communicating with us through all means possible. Animals too, as well as the other kingdoms of this planet, plants, birds, finned ones, all are going through this and are working with humans who will hear them in how we can prepare, where to go, how to get along and be in harmony, we have received messages to lie on our stomachs and connect to the mother and tell her how grateful we are to her and how not all humans are parasites, some want her love to continue, that we agree to make the shift with her and shift within ourselves, tell her how you have released and forgiven and ask her to forgive as well. Sending her love and healing and support. I give thanks each and every day and when I am in the throws of an anger wave or a sadness/despair wave, I do this, sit and pray and give thanks for all that I have in my life, great and small, for the experiences I get good and bad for they help my being grow. Ask for strength to endure what waves may come, and ease and grace as they do. I call upon angelics, God, Jesus, Ancestors, Committees, and Councils, whomever I am guided to in the moment I am in need, with humility and understanding that this is a team effort and for the highest good of all concerned. Sometimes these waves, make me so sad and in so much agony in my heart, that I beg to go home and a tiny voice tells me to hold on and the waves will pass to rest when they do. I listen, and they do.

Things I do when I need to be quiet and still and go within myself:

  1. Coloring is one of my best ways to rechannel negative energy and thoughts.
  2. Music, there is something about it  that can transmute any negative thinking or mood that needs an adjustment, pure joy exists here.
  3. writing-journaling out or writing letters to people that I may be trying to work through til I can get to the point of gratitude for their role in my learning my lesson.
  4. exercise/cleaning- this is always a great way to work out anger and or resentment or excess energy that may build up from being still too long. I find I can get clearer thinking and better rest when I do something physical, and when I am feeling out of control or life circumstances are , cleaning helps me feel like this is something I can control, my environment.
  5. talking things out with friends. – I have a hard time dumping on people my problems because no one really likes another to do that to them. However, if you do not abuse it, friends are great sounding boards if you approach it as “ I need to vent, please just listen do not comment or hold it I just need to vent” and if the friend is a true friend they will allow this for you as you would do for them if they too were in that state of mind.
  6. doing things differently= this can include positive affirmations, giving yourself what you expected another to do for you, going for a drive or to a new place, taking a class or seeking a club to join.
  7. catching yourself when you are falling into past or present or things that could have been or should have happened, those things really take us out of the now moment and take away from what we could be doing now. Cannot change the past, no control over others, only how we respond or react, what can you do right now that you can be successful at and what will have to wait.
  8. Surrendering those things we have no control over to your higher power or the universe. Trusting that what you need will be there in the perfect time, and that which is taken away, is done so for your lesson or higher good. ALLOWING the flow of life to unfold instead of forcing it.
  9. meditation- a must daily, cleaning chakras, grounding, praying, giving thanks, paying attention to all things for messages from your higher self and guides.
  10. taking care of you- this means what you eat, what you feed your spirit and your mind will manifest, taking time to nurture yourself, realize that we must do for ourselves what we expect the outside world to give us. Loving yourself, healing yourself, talking with yourself, instead of seeking it outside from others. We suffer less disappointment and hurt this way. There are no limits, its subjective.

Do not waste time, open your mind, seek the answers to the questions. Do not take other people’s words for it as gospel, do your homework and look for other sources or opinions always, form your own opinions based on facts you know or find for yourself. There are always two sides of the coin in duality. Remember to remain unattached to things for things change good or bad rapidly in these final days. Just BE.

Our planet is going through both a physical pole shift and a polarity pole shift right now. The weather patterns are going to change quickly and we are going to see alot of hurricane/typhoon, earthquake/tseunami, and volcanic action this year as the sun continues to pound the magnetic grid, fish and birds dying and beaching because the magnetic grids which have been there for aeons are not there anymore and that is why they are dying and losing their way. Even the plants are confused, I have spring flowers almost full grown in January, birds that should not be here are here in the winter, bees everywhere flying around like its April. There are many signs of the pole shift in motion if we look. 

We are going through the eye of the needle, and doing a galactic flip, our galaxy now in the northern hemisphere will be in the southern, i have seen visions of two suns and three moons. our star system is totally different and all astrology etc has to be re written for the future generations. I see many on star ships and other planets they call home, others going through star gates which take them to farther places. yet others blink out in Merkabah suits to the celestial realms. All beings working together as the transition completes itself in 25-35 years. I’m not sure how it all goes down but I have seen bits and pieces of it and I know others out there have as well. Lets put all our pieces together and see what are the same and what is new. We then get a bigger picture or more of it then before. The fighting and competition and control must cease, we must cooperate and respect the differences, agree to disagree, but agree to work for the common goal of humanity and this planet our Mother and all upon her. Work together and we accomplish great things, remain separate and divided we fall. 

These things we are experiencing now will be a dream in a far away memory, looking thru the hour glass the 3d and its ways and memories are already in the past, soon to be forgotten by all, then those things of now will follow, only the new reality of the 5th will survive. So see these things of peace, total healing for yourself and all people on all levels. what we put out comes back. I am whole, I am happy,  I am healed,  I am well again. See it! Believe it!  

Seek your peace however you can. Detach from material things and ways, money is going away, think in small communities how to help each other if it all went away. Prepare but do not fear, for you are prepared. Think in terms of humanity not us or them, our alien brothers and sisters are on their way to help, to intervene in the catastrophes we have brought upon our planet and ourselves. Trust it, believe it and send love to all who are still in denial or disbelief that they will waken and see the truths being revealed at a rapid rate. Pray that our leaders feel peace in their hearts, not war.

Remember, this has already all been done, peace does win. Love does win. We have to clear the old to make room for the new to be built.

In Love and Oneness of Heart my brothers and sisters, I share these experiences and thoughts in the hope that you will feel not crazy or alone in a very chaotic time. Balance, be centered as best you can, stay in forgiveness, love and gratitude and this will ease the waves.

Namaste. 

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Greetings and Salutations! One and All! Well have we got an amazing show for you tonight! Holistic Healthcare is our topic tonight!

Philip has been a Professional Spiritual Counselor for over a decade and has helped many folks empower themselves to a better understanding of their personal power, balance and happiness. Philip is from Hillsberg, Virginia and is a very down to earth type of guy! Great sense of humor, very knowledgeable on the topics of Home healthcare and remedies.He is the founder of Pride of Healing group and a long time friend of the Illuminations of Light family. He is a regular speaker and teacher on Paltalk and has done his own radio shows in the past in the UK. He is an empathic healer and an intuitive spiritual guide, and is presently continuing his education and finishing up certification coursework for his Holistic Health Practice. He provides suggestions for preventative therapy,to help fortify your health care or enhance the facilitation of healing in conjunction with your current medical treatments. He is going to be joining the Angel for an indepth conversation around the topic of Holistic Health Care and changing your lifestyle for a healthier you. We will also be talking about his school and going over some proactive things you can do at home to create an atmosphere of healthy living for the 21st century! For more information email BrightStarFire@PrideofHealing.com you can see his group on Facebook or http://www.prideofhealing.com! Be sure to tune into blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight May 11, 2010! 9pm MST!

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Greetings and Salutations! One and All! I want to open this blog and say thank you to all that were involved in the premier episode of Illuminations of Light Live, those who were heard but not really seen. Tricia who wrote the music for our exit also helps man the stations on pal and helps me with the graphics so she’s a blessing and a half to me! Then Lianna, she is well amazing! She is involved with almost all aspects of the show with myself. Then the Mtn Hawk, who is my sound / streaming tech on pal talk , Stevan who is my silent hero, the wind beneath my wings, who has been invaluable to me for making the technical magic happen, giving me ever patient training to run that technology and has been a personal support person, teacher, guide and friend,  for me for years with his astrological genius and generous nature. There are several others in my life who are near and dear and you know who you are….to all of you, from my heart, thank you!

The show was a great success! Ronna was brilliant! She is an absolutely beautiful lady who is just so full of love and truth and amazing grace unending. Such a blessing to have had time to speak with her and get to know her a bit better. I for years, used her messages as part of my teachings. She is the teacher of teachers most assuredly. Thank you Ronna for making our show memorable and blessed!

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So today I want to talk about ascension. Now this word like so many other words can mean many things which are not the same, to many people. For me, I see things a bit differently then perhaps most, but it is my truth which I will share at the end of the blog.

According to the dictionary the definition of ascension is thus:

Main Entry: as·cen·sion
Pronunciation: \ə-ˈsen(t)-shən\
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Latin ascension-, ascensio, from ascendere
Date: 14th century

: the act or process of ascending

Main Entry: as·cend·ing
Pronunciation: \ə-ˈsen-diŋ\
Function: adjective
Date: 1581

1 a : rising or increasing to higher levels, values, or degrees <ascending powers of x> b : mounting or sloping upward
2 : rising upward usually from a more or less prostrate base or point of attachment

and according to free online dictionary:

as·cen·sion // (-snshn)

n.

1. The act or process of ascending; ascent.
2. Astronomy The rising of a star above the horizon.
3. Ascension

a. In Christianity, the bodily rising of Jesus into heaven on the 40th day after his Resurrection.
b. A feast celebrating this event, observed on Ascension Day.

Metaphysically the definition of ascension is  the re-joining of the individual consciousness with the consciousness of universal Oneness which translates to a state of Love and total understanding. The Christ Consciousness is a state of Love. So the second coming of Christ is the awakening of the knowledge which was once hidden within our own dna structures, moving our physical bodies to bodies of light again, which was our original form, which is a crystalline based body, not the dense physical forms we currently inhabit which are carbon based.  This particular thing we are calling the ascension has never been done before. Meaning, we remain on the planet and move through the rebirth in physical form along with the other beings of this planet. Previously in the Earth incarnations, all beings were removed and the planet would be cleansed and re seeded. This time we are not doing this quite this way. So this is why sometimes the whole time thing gets off for some folks well one of the reasons why I should say, there are some more technical scientific reasons in addition to this about the time issue.
So from the religious perspective it’s about attaining christ states, which is ultimately the same thing, God says, we are made in His image. OK, let’s go with that for a minute, His image is both male and female so God is androgynous both male and female, He is Light, in the beginning there was light….we were created from the darkness to the light…LIGHTBODIES. Jesus says to the people, ” I am the way and the light” how he learned through the years (missing years of Jesus) how to master things like meditation and the knowledge of the ancients and was able to attain “activating” his light body, and now has the ability to travel all dimensions and time lines to go where he needs to be. Same with Thoth, and Elijah and Melchezedik so we have had the examples in the past, just not in our time frame, although that is open for discussion as I believe many in the 9/11 left in body before planes hit. Point to this is, we gain some insight as to how to attain our lightbody or awakening / activating our Merkabah which acts as our vehicle in harmony with the physical body. In order to achieve this you must have the basic tools down in meditation and understanding that you have to let go of the old programming set into your being by parents, churches, schools etc which were not the Truth, the universal Truth, it was their perceptions which you do not have to own.
My feelings are thus:
If this is truly an illusion as they all say it is, then we never fell, that was a perception. So there is nothing to “ascend” to as we are already there. We are simply re-awakening to that which we already know inherantly within our beings. This is an “enlightenment” period. When we finally get the blindfolds taken off and can see again, renewed, reborn. We have always had the gifts within, we just forgot how to use them. For in the beginning when this planet was created, there was only the law of One, we were in lightbodies back then, we created from the ether of the planet. This was when this solar system still resided within the fifth dimensional levels. We were placed in the third after the wars to save the projects which were here, put them into a suspended state which required that we too have a suspended state of awareness. We agreed to do this way back then, knowing that this time frame we are in now would be coming. Many were accelerated in their understanding, with the help of beings who reside in a different dimensional reality then ourselves. They can now help whereas they were not allowed to interfere before.
So when we discuss ascension in my eyes we are discussing the journey within to merge to our original states of being. When we awaken like in dreams, we have greater clarity, depth of understanding ourselves which would not have been possible without the experience of duality. The basis of quantum mechanics is that there has to be a consciousness to begin the process of the laws of physics. The only way for a conscious anything to KNOW itself is to EXPERIENCE itself. Hence why we exist. We are children of God, we hold a piece of that within our beings every one! See Gregg Braden’s The God Code. We, the essence of us, the Spirit of us, is an extension of that consciousness we call God, we are experiencing ourselves individually but for the consciousness as a whole as well. Our soul, is a library, holding the history of our experiences for our recall as needed. The game of life is played in all roles, good, bad, asleep, awake, we play different roles to gain the experience individually so that we can define ourselves, and refine that definition as we move through the various positions in the game. Think of it like baseball you are still a team but with different positions and as the innings change your role changes too. Simplified I know but a good analogy. So for many who are here now, this is graduation day of this class called the human experience. They are graduating from this school and moving onto other schools to continue their disovery of themselves in differnt areas. That is why many feel they are not coming back here, that they are finished. Many will be back for the next major transition but not before. So it truly is an individual experience for all of us, yet we are still completely connected to all things within this reality, for the energy we call a higher power is Love and Love is the most powerful energy of them all.
This is all for today, I do hope you all have a wonderful weekend. We will continue with this topic as we visit other perspectives and messages regarding this topic soon. Not sure if I will post this weekend, I have been under the weather the past week, so I think I will take time to rest! But before I go…. I want to give you all an energy alert!
The magnetics are insane right now, we are seeing the physiological effects of that as we hear the nutty news headlines about Zebras running free in Atlanta, Ice Cream men being shot for music on truck, teachers walking in and blowing away staff on campus, men crashing planes into buildings after burning house because he was upset with the IRS. Yeah watch the headlines and know that the magnetics are having a major effect on the brains now, we need to make sure to do our meditation daily right now, stay in the centered place and ask for things to come with ease and grace always. Send out love and a new blueprint of how we would like it to be. Joined efforts in thought no matter what time of day, are powerful! So try to not get sucked into the attitudes and lattitudes of the people ” out there” be patient and send them love and compassion for now they need that most. Peace , love and light people of Earth!
xox Kimberly


as·cen·sion // (-snshn)

n.

1. The act or process of ascending; ascent.
2. Astronomy The rising of a star above the horizon.
3. Ascension

a. In Christianity, the bodily rising of Jesus into heaven on the 40th day after his Resurrection.
b. A feast celebrating this event, observed on Ascension Day.

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Greetings and salutations One and All!  The energies have been running high, people’s emotional bodies are clearing house it would seem. Lots of our stuff coming up in our faces to deal with and transmute. Seems like de ja vu, like you have been here before only with other faces or perhaps the same ones, coming back from the past to finish working out the details of our lessons together. There is a new moon and the feminine energies are running rampant as people’s hearts are opening and clearing all over the planet. Venus will be crossing Jupiter and this combination with the new moon should prove to be a very powerful love weekend just in time for Valentine’s Day. So hold onto your hats, and remember that these things shall too pass.  I feel that if you are in a relationship things will get deeper and if you are looking for a relationship the stars are in the right place for new opportunities in relationships. So enjoy a little indulgence and treat yourself and or your honey this weekend to some TLC.

Our topic today is about Empathy. Empathy has so many aspects to it, we are going to break this down into a series of blogs in the next month.  What is empathy? It is the ability to feel things.  It is in the sensory way can mean feeling emotions, in a healing way to feel someone’s pain, in a cosmic way to feel the planet and the events which are taking place here or in the Universe. It is a lot of things rolled up into one.

Who has empathy? Well I believe that we all have empathy to one degree or another. For example, if you have burned your finger on something hot before, and your child burns their finger on something hot, you can empathize with that feeling of burning because you have experienced it before, you have the total understanding of what that experience is about, what’s involved, how long it will take to heal etc. It’s a knowing through experience. This is different then sympathy, which is that we can IMAGINE what that person is experiencing but we have not walked that experience so we can only share in that to a degree.

An empathic person, is a person who experiences more then most and therefore can feel exactly what the other people are feeling and therefore can help to heal and or transmute that energy. This experience may not be experience in this lifetime, this may be knowledge or experience carried forth from past lifetimes as well.

This gift of empathy is a very useful gift but one which comes with a great responsibility as well. For when you are working with people in the capacity of assisting them, you must be careful to not do it for them, but to allow them to discover within themselves how to surf the emotions and feelings they are experiencing.  This is not always a pleasant or comfortable thing, empathy. In fact, more times then not, it’s very uncomfortable for the empathic person. To absorb all that is around you and feel it, can be very overwhelming, confusing and unbalancing. Because often times, we do not recognize that we are experiencing, someone or something else other then our own stuff. It takes time and conscious effort to make that distinction for many. What I found to be most difficult was how to shield myself from those outward energies. The second most difficult thing was learning to control that energy we call empathy. How I finally gained that control was through the help of a friend who not only understood what I was going through but was willing to teach me how to work with it at least enough to live with it.

It was about this time when I had made a vow to myself, to help as many as I could understand what was happening to them as people awakened. I swore this code of mystery and secrecy of the gifts would be shared with everyone, not just the elite few. This is why I am starting a radio show, why I started to write and do chat rooms, why I am driven to complete the books I began to write all those years ago.

What does empathy feel like?

Empathy is such a mish mosh of stuff, it really is difficult to put into words, but I will humbly attempt the description of the feelings associated with it. On the emotional level and the psychological level, these “feelings” can appear to feel like bi-polar or depression symptoms. You are suddenly crying for no reason at all when you were just fine a few moments ago, or you are agitated and angry for no reason,it can be the feeling of an anvil on your entire being, it can feel like there is no hope and a sense of loss or being lost. The inability to focus on anything because you are a mess inside. It can feel like a sadness that will not leave you. It can feel like you are a totally different person then you were yesterday and feel like you are misplaced out of time and space. Because, the emotions and thoughts go against everything you personally know or believe in this life walk to date. I always tell people try describing what salt tastes like when you have NEVER experienced “salty”. Not so easy to put into words. So it is with empathy, unless you have experienced all that it is, at times it is difficult to express what it is we are feeling. How empathy is felt by people is on a very physical level. You can actually feel the same pain as another being. You have never had a history of knee or back problems and now all of a sudden you are feeling pain and symptoms as if you had the issue yourself. This is a valuable tool when learning to heal others. It helps you to identify exactly what the problem is in the other person so healing energy can be directed to that point. If you were to go into a doctor’s office they would tell you there is nothing wrong with your physical body, yet you still feel the pain how does that work?? Well, again, we are “feeling” it and understand it because we on some level have experienced this same thing before on a physical level. It doesn’t mean we are experiencing those feelings as a result of our own injuries currently but we can “feel” other people’s as they are in the present time. There are times when you can feel as if you are losing your mind, your faith, your ability to carry on. Many respond to this inability to “deal” with the issues by secluding themselves to avoid “feeling” everyone’s stuff. I find for myself, I have done that as a natural defense to it. I go into the world but also need the sanctuary of my own space to NOT feel if I so choose. And the thing of it is, this gift never turns off, when it is awoken it only continues to grow and grow stronger. So trying to run away from it or deny it is futile really.

So, continuing, on a physical level, it can feel like flu, fibromayalsia, a cold, sickness to the digestive system, a loss of appetite, headaches of all kinds, neck and back aches, difficulty breathing, panic attacks, irregular heartbeats, tingles throughout the body, hot and cold temperatures in the body (extremes, feeling like you will combust or you are so cold you are almost in convulsions) ,  insomnia or the opposite wanting to sleep all the time, irregular menstrual cycles and the physical symptoms associated with that, can reduce or increase sexual desires as well.

These symptoms can also be applied to the ascension process, so it’s important for you to be able to go within yourself to identify the energy signatures and speak to the cellular and atomic levels, as to where this “feeling” is coming from and ask how to disband it. I tend to run light through myself and release through a tube to the center of the earth for transmutation or up to the heavens in twinkles of gold so they are carried forth for transmutation in this manner.

The key things to learning to control the “feelings” is to be able to identify it within yourself. To go within so that you can be guided as to how YOU can separate the different energy signatures and work with them in your own way. These things I share are from my own research, study and experience. But like people, the gifts are equally diverse and what works for one may not work for another. My experiences may not be the same but similar, and I will say this, one thing that is true of most empaths, is we experience far more trauma in our lives then the average person. The answer to why we have to walk through more is because we are the example of how to overcome the difficulties and challenges of this world, we are the ones the masses turn to when nothing else makes sense and all the old ways begin to fall away. We are the wayshowers, the healers, the light in the dark, the weak are made strong through the power of what many call God. In our weaknesses comes His greatest glory and power and strength.

I will revisit this topic more in the coming weeks, but for now, I bid you all a good day! Blessed be!

xox

Kimberly




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Greetings and salutations everyone! How exciting it is to welcome Brule in town this weekend along with Bill Miller legendary Native American musician who has won 2 Grammies and is sure to dazzle the audiences this weekend! I will be attending with a dear friend of mine this weekend. I am very excited! Here is the link to the gathering this weekend!

January 2010
Colorado Indian Market

I will be taking LOTS of pics!! LOL, for those who know me, know that I am a shutter bug!

I have been in deep research on grid systems again. I am very determined to help create the newly infused matrix of Light. We will be sharing more on the inner and outward grids of Light which we exist in as the days progress.

Today was a very low day energetically around here in Boulder! All day people have been on a slow beat and very low key. How has it been there where you are?

Here are a few vids I found today….

Native Americans sending world wide message for help

Mother Earth-A Living Library-A New Consciousness

This is Bill Miller playing the flute …

Bill Miller- Ghost Dance

The Ghost Dance Story as told by the Paiute-

This is Brule with AIRO….called Vision Quest

I hope you enjoy the videos! Powerful messages from the Red Nations. Aho.

Have a wonderful day!

Love and Light, Peace and Harmony and Love to one and all! xox Kimberly



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