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Greetings and Salutations! One and All! I want to open this blog and say thank you to all that were involved in the premier episode of Illuminations of Light Live, those who were heard but not really seen. Tricia who wrote the music for our exit also helps man the stations on pal and helps me with the graphics so she’s a blessing and a half to me! Then Lianna, she is well amazing! She is involved with almost all aspects of the show with myself. Then the Mtn Hawk, who is my sound / streaming tech on pal talk , Stevan who is my silent hero, the wind beneath my wings, who has been invaluable to me for making the technical magic happen, giving me ever patient training to run that technology and has been a personal support person, teacher, guide and friend,  for me for years with his astrological genius and generous nature. There are several others in my life who are near and dear and you know who you are….to all of you, from my heart, thank you!

The show was a great success! Ronna was brilliant! She is an absolutely beautiful lady who is just so full of love and truth and amazing grace unending. Such a blessing to have had time to speak with her and get to know her a bit better. I for years, used her messages as part of my teachings. She is the teacher of teachers most assuredly. Thank you Ronna for making our show memorable and blessed!

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So today I want to talk about ascension. Now this word like so many other words can mean many things which are not the same, to many people. For me, I see things a bit differently then perhaps most, but it is my truth which I will share at the end of the blog.

According to the dictionary the definition of ascension is thus:

Main Entry: as·cen·sion
Pronunciation: \ə-ˈsen(t)-shən\
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Latin ascension-, ascensio, from ascendere
Date: 14th century

: the act or process of ascending

Main Entry: as·cend·ing
Pronunciation: \ə-ˈsen-diŋ\
Function: adjective
Date: 1581

1 a : rising or increasing to higher levels, values, or degrees <ascending powers of x> b : mounting or sloping upward
2 : rising upward usually from a more or less prostrate base or point of attachment

and according to free online dictionary:

as·cen·sion // (-snshn)

n.

1. The act or process of ascending; ascent.
2. Astronomy The rising of a star above the horizon.
3. Ascension

a. In Christianity, the bodily rising of Jesus into heaven on the 40th day after his Resurrection.
b. A feast celebrating this event, observed on Ascension Day.

Metaphysically the definition of ascension is  the re-joining of the individual consciousness with the consciousness of universal Oneness which translates to a state of Love and total understanding. The Christ Consciousness is a state of Love. So the second coming of Christ is the awakening of the knowledge which was once hidden within our own dna structures, moving our physical bodies to bodies of light again, which was our original form, which is a crystalline based body, not the dense physical forms we currently inhabit which are carbon based.  This particular thing we are calling the ascension has never been done before. Meaning, we remain on the planet and move through the rebirth in physical form along with the other beings of this planet. Previously in the Earth incarnations, all beings were removed and the planet would be cleansed and re seeded. This time we are not doing this quite this way. So this is why sometimes the whole time thing gets off for some folks well one of the reasons why I should say, there are some more technical scientific reasons in addition to this about the time issue.
So from the religious perspective it’s about attaining christ states, which is ultimately the same thing, God says, we are made in His image. OK, let’s go with that for a minute, His image is both male and female so God is androgynous both male and female, He is Light, in the beginning there was light….we were created from the darkness to the light…LIGHTBODIES. Jesus says to the people, ” I am the way and the light” how he learned through the years (missing years of Jesus) how to master things like meditation and the knowledge of the ancients and was able to attain “activating” his light body, and now has the ability to travel all dimensions and time lines to go where he needs to be. Same with Thoth, and Elijah and Melchezedik so we have had the examples in the past, just not in our time frame, although that is open for discussion as I believe many in the 9/11 left in body before planes hit. Point to this is, we gain some insight as to how to attain our lightbody or awakening / activating our Merkabah which acts as our vehicle in harmony with the physical body. In order to achieve this you must have the basic tools down in meditation and understanding that you have to let go of the old programming set into your being by parents, churches, schools etc which were not the Truth, the universal Truth, it was their perceptions which you do not have to own.
My feelings are thus:
If this is truly an illusion as they all say it is, then we never fell, that was a perception. So there is nothing to “ascend” to as we are already there. We are simply re-awakening to that which we already know inherantly within our beings. This is an “enlightenment” period. When we finally get the blindfolds taken off and can see again, renewed, reborn. We have always had the gifts within, we just forgot how to use them. For in the beginning when this planet was created, there was only the law of One, we were in lightbodies back then, we created from the ether of the planet. This was when this solar system still resided within the fifth dimensional levels. We were placed in the third after the wars to save the projects which were here, put them into a suspended state which required that we too have a suspended state of awareness. We agreed to do this way back then, knowing that this time frame we are in now would be coming. Many were accelerated in their understanding, with the help of beings who reside in a different dimensional reality then ourselves. They can now help whereas they were not allowed to interfere before.
So when we discuss ascension in my eyes we are discussing the journey within to merge to our original states of being. When we awaken like in dreams, we have greater clarity, depth of understanding ourselves which would not have been possible without the experience of duality. The basis of quantum mechanics is that there has to be a consciousness to begin the process of the laws of physics. The only way for a conscious anything to KNOW itself is to EXPERIENCE itself. Hence why we exist. We are children of God, we hold a piece of that within our beings every one! See Gregg Braden’s The God Code. We, the essence of us, the Spirit of us, is an extension of that consciousness we call God, we are experiencing ourselves individually but for the consciousness as a whole as well. Our soul, is a library, holding the history of our experiences for our recall as needed. The game of life is played in all roles, good, bad, asleep, awake, we play different roles to gain the experience individually so that we can define ourselves, and refine that definition as we move through the various positions in the game. Think of it like baseball you are still a team but with different positions and as the innings change your role changes too. Simplified I know but a good analogy. So for many who are here now, this is graduation day of this class called the human experience. They are graduating from this school and moving onto other schools to continue their disovery of themselves in differnt areas. That is why many feel they are not coming back here, that they are finished. Many will be back for the next major transition but not before. So it truly is an individual experience for all of us, yet we are still completely connected to all things within this reality, for the energy we call a higher power is Love and Love is the most powerful energy of them all.
This is all for today, I do hope you all have a wonderful weekend. We will continue with this topic as we visit other perspectives and messages regarding this topic soon. Not sure if I will post this weekend, I have been under the weather the past week, so I think I will take time to rest! But before I go…. I want to give you all an energy alert!
The magnetics are insane right now, we are seeing the physiological effects of that as we hear the nutty news headlines about Zebras running free in Atlanta, Ice Cream men being shot for music on truck, teachers walking in and blowing away staff on campus, men crashing planes into buildings after burning house because he was upset with the IRS. Yeah watch the headlines and know that the magnetics are having a major effect on the brains now, we need to make sure to do our meditation daily right now, stay in the centered place and ask for things to come with ease and grace always. Send out love and a new blueprint of how we would like it to be. Joined efforts in thought no matter what time of day, are powerful! So try to not get sucked into the attitudes and lattitudes of the people ” out there” be patient and send them love and compassion for now they need that most. Peace , love and light people of Earth!
xox Kimberly


as·cen·sion // (-snshn)

n.

1. The act or process of ascending; ascent.
2. Astronomy The rising of a star above the horizon.
3. Ascension

a. In Christianity, the bodily rising of Jesus into heaven on the 40th day after his Resurrection.
b. A feast celebrating this event, observed on Ascension Day.

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Greetings and salutations! One and All! Happy Monday to you! Today I want to jump right into our topic.  Grief and the grieving process….it’s one of those very personal subjects that not too many people want to talk about, let alone, talk about publicly.  I sit here today at my computer pondering this issue of grief. So many people suffer, so many people hurt and crying out from their most core being for the pain to go away.  I had someone recently in one of the chat rooms I was in, tell me he buried 9 children that day.  He was in Chernoble working with the people who have been left to suffer the results of one of man’s many inhumanity to man events. He asked me accusingly, “Do YOU pray for the children here! You AMERICAN! You do not remember us here, you will not donate your time or money to help us!”  I replied back to him, “Yes I do pray for you there and in any place where the people suffer daily. Where life is not valued as much as war toys or greed. I pray for those in Thailand, in Africa, in Kenya and India, I cry for all those who cry and suffer. For the mother’s of the sons lost in wars that were not theirs, children whose parents are not there for them, for the homeless in the streets of the world who do not know where they will lay their heads or get their next meals, who dig in trash just to survive!…. Do YOU sir pray and help them too?!”  He was quiet after that. Asked me to burn a yellow candle in their honor. Which I did.

There are many types of death in this life.  All just as real, just as painful to the people who experience it as the real thing.  I have a different perspective on death. I see death as graduation day.  We die to resurrect and become something great once again. I do not see death as a sorrowful thing any longer. I rejoice and laugh and remember the good times not the bad ones or the regrets of things not done or said. I thank them for giving me all that they shared in our walk and time together.

I have often to said to those close to me, “Stay in the moment of now, it is a gift, this is why they call it the present, and we may not get a tomorrow.”  So often times we get lost in the chaos of life that we forget to tell those who are near and dear to us how much we care and appreciate them. The small things they do that go un-noticed.  The little things that make that person dear to us, we take for granted all too often.  Time is a precious thing, and this is the only place in existence that has it. Yes it is an illusion, but it is too as real as we make it to be. As with all things in duality, we can make things work to our advantage or disadvantage simply by how we act and think. Attitude of gratitude is latitude.

As the good book says, ” … as I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…” The man says WALK THROUGH IT!  not sit and wallow in it and lay down and let it consume you for the next however many years! Didn’t say stop and have a picnic and stay awhile! YES! life is hard at times, YES! it is not always about fair. BUT, it is ALWAYS an adventure! It is ALWAYS beautiful. Even in the darkest of moments, there is a shimmer of light which guides us back to center. It is in these moments when we feel like we are at the bottom of a hole or looking into the endless abyss of a wishing well, it is in these moments where our true character lies. What we are truly made of. The type of person we really are.  How boring life would be if we did not have each other to share in the moments of great joy and great sorrow. How blessed are we to have the chance to love and be without all that we need! For if we had EVERYTHING all the time and it was perfect, we would never grow. We would never experience ourselves and life and FEEL it. It would be boring if we were all the same. That being said, as different as we all are, we all have our own beliefs and ideas about death and the life after death.  No matter what your path or belief is, the processes of grieving are a necessary learning experience here on the planet Earth.

Grief, whether it is over a lost relationship, a job, the passing of a friend or family member and this includes pets. Sometimes, it can be the loss of innocence or the loss of a belief or a part of ourselves which is no longer working for us so we are stripped of all that is around us. And of course it is never just one thing, it is usually several major things all at the same time, from all directions when these losses occur. The least convenient moments the least perfect timing or so it may seem in the moment. The truth is all is perfect in all ways all the time. There are no accidents or coincidences all is in perfect harmony even through the discord. As my friend always says to me, “There are many ways to die”.  This is so true! We can shut down, shut ourselves off from those we love most, including Creator. That is one way to die. To have an old belief system or view of ourselves that can die too and be just as difficult.  The loss of a pet who has walked with you a long while in your journey, this too can feel like the world should stop revolving because such a beautiful being was removed from your life! In the very earliest moments, we suffer a period of shock. In this shock, we can be in denial as well, un accepting of the situation at hand. Completely stunned by events or words/actions of other people. We then move into a period of total sorrow, sorrow for the loss, regret for getting involved with that person or regret of things that were not said or done in a timely manner.  Then into a period of anger and victimhood, we play the blame game, the self righteous anger that drives men to war.  Then we go through guilt, guilt that we do not miss them enough, guilt at our parts in their lives.  Then we go through a numb period when we feel nothing at all, and cannot eat or sleep for if we even breath we might break. Then we come to acceptance, when we can finally begin to wrap our brain around it and know that it will not change or come back to the same point where it broke. Then we come to a place of forgiveness for them , the universe and ourselves. Then we begin to heal ourselves. Picking up the remains of what used to be our hearts, our lives, our beliefs, ourselves… and we rebuild it into a better thing ideally.  The Phoenix that rises from the ashes and we re invent ourselves, we are reborn again, a new person, a fresh perspective, a new clarity and understanding about what we just experienced.

In the moments of anger and despair, it is difficult to think of the good things in life. But in fact it is in these very moments when we should most give thanks. It helps to put into perspective the waves of deep sorrow which roll through our being as “this too shall pass” rather then I do not want to be here anymore if this is what it is about. We have all entertained those thoughts. We in some cases have lived through another who could not hold on another moment.  They stopped believing in themselves and loving themselves enough to take the escape clause. A parent who loses a child.  And you cannot say there is no greater pain, because the moment you do there will be something to prove you wrong.  Everyone’s personal pain is the worst to them. We cannot say how long it should take to go through the processes we do to resolve it within our own beings. Everyone is different. Some need time alone, to hide in their cave until the pain stops being unbearable, others need to be busy and social to help them move through the being alone parts. They do not focus on it but process it by doing this. Yet others see it as I do a time to celebrate and honor the person’s life and accomplishments. To honor how they touched people’s lives in a positive way. If their life was not something to write about then pray that they heal and come again in a better light and understanding for the next adventure story they create for themselves. The movie ” What Dreams May Come” with Robin Williams, is a great movie to tackle this idea of the after life. Really our pain and suffering is a result of fear. Fear of death , our own mortality, fear of being alone, fear of failure, fear of success, whatever type you claim it as , it is all still fear. LOVE, love never dies. It is there always within our beings and hearts, we are love! And if we are truly coming from a place of love for that other being, then we honor it’s contribution to the circle of life. Love is all that is real. It is all there is. It is all that we take with us because it is us when we ditch these physical bodies.

You ask anyone who has had a near death experience, they will tell you, it is peace and it is love. I have been there. I cannot wait to get back to that. I know I will find my way HOME, where my heart is because I am already there. I do not expect everyone to get that, but a few of you will. I truly believe that it is a better place, and I KNOW that there is no sorrow there, no pain, no discord, nothing of the sort. Not even really memories, only the LOVE. So all the petty stuff, the he said , she said, or who is right or wrong, that is just a waste of energy. How can I make this person’s life better, how can I make a difference, how can I honor that life and give back the love they gave me or the help in my life. Pay it forward as they say. When life gives ya lemons, by golly make you some lemonade! Turn it around! Make it something great, something sweet and more palatable,  something to celebrate. Yes we will miss them but we know there truly is no loss. They are with us in death more then life in most cases. To the point of annoying for some! Ha! This is not to put down or belittle someones personal grief or their process. Some people prefer to laugh rather then cry. I prefer to celebrate life rather then mourn it. I still process, but in a more positive way then I used to.

This article is not about how to fix you. Only you can do that for yourself. I can tell you for myself, keeping busy and making the best out of bad situations is how I have managed to stay sane through some of the most insane moments a person would ever want to endure. People ask me, how do you keep a smile on your face with all that has happened.  I just look at things from Creator’s eyes. I keep in mind the object of this life, and the reasons we are here, why certain beings come into our lives and I thank them for playing that role in my life, good or bad. For in reality they are me too, there is no good or bad, right or wrong on the other side. Only that which IS. Love.

Give yourself permission, to process and take the time you need whatever amount that is.  Try to do things to love yourself and remember the blessings you have in your life, really count them in the throws of despair. It helps. Take the baby steps to pick up the pieces again. Rebuild your life, YOU. The beauty of being a co creator is we can do this.

I’m sure there are a million articles out there on the net about this topic, the how to make it all better type of advice, but really, there is no way to make it better, only to walk through the process one step at a time in your way in your time. I can tell you, I pray for you! All of you! Every being great or small upon this planet and beyond. For the planet herself, for she too is dying a slow and torturous death, but she too will be reborn. As I have said many times before, we are the ocean, we are the waves. Individual we peak and crest and break and return back to being the ocean, to be recreated as another wave in another time and place, but we are still the healing waters, the liquid crystal that gives forth life and takes it back again. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Remember to celebrate each moment, make it memorable make it full of love even in the heated moments. We do not always have to like what we get, but we can definitely compromise and come to a place of peace with it. It’s all in your choice. How do you choose to see it? As you change your thinking, you change your mind, you change your life.

I will revisit this topic more later on… for now this is all …. peace and blessings, big hugs to all those who read this, who are in that moment of darkness and despair and fear, you are never alone. Never. Even though it feels like it at times. Do not give up. Nothing is stagnant, all things change, including our moods. So hold on for just awhile longer. Look for the good in it. Try to see the bigger picture from a selfless place. If you can do this , then you are well on your way to walking through to greener pastures and cool waters. Let your mind and heart be at peace in that place of greeness and peace.

Love n Light,

Kimberly

Dedicated to Zena, may you rest in peace girl! Thank you for bringing so much love to this place! Hugs JJ. I love ya!

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