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Greetings and Salutations One and All! I do hope the week has been an adventurous one for you all! We have a fantastic show lined up for you this week! I was surfing youtube one day and I came across some of this young ladies entries and was totally blown away by her amazing insight and her tremendous energy and I knew instantaneously she was one to watch! She is an up and coming speaker and teacher and authoress and is currently working to complete her graduate degree in psychology with the intention of working with the whole person and a more holistic approach to her healing! We are proud to be her debut show and I think you all will enjoy her as much as we do! She is dynamic and down to earth and has been there and done that so I hope that you all will be able to join us for what promises to be an outstanding interview this week! 8pm PST , 9pm MST on blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight.

Here is a bit more about our guest…..

Paige Bartholomew is a “love-worker” with a mission to help people make the shift into true comfort and peace. She is currently earning her master’s degree in individual, marriage and family therapy at St. Edward’s University in Austin, Texas.  In addition, Paige is specializing in the healing of Trauma through her studies at the Somatic Experiencing Trauma Institute. She has been a devoted student of Sufism for 14 years, where she earned the station of Sufi Master Teacher in the Shadhuliyya Order.  She is a long-time spiritual healer, certified hypnotherapist and passionate writer of healing and spiritual issues.  Paige’s life’s work is about moving toward worldwide awakening and peace through the healing of the individual heart. She currently offers traditional counseling, holistic coaching and spiritual hypnotherapy sessions.

Here are some of her YouTube clips….

 

For more Paige on YouTube visit:

http://www.youtube.com/user/PaigeBartholomew

 

To contact Paige you may write her thru Facebook or her website:

Website:                              www.Paigebartholomew.com

Facebook:                           www.facebook.com/TheRevolutionOfEvolution

 

Don’t miss this terrific gal and this terrific interview tomorrow nite 9pm MST on http://www.blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsofllight!

Love n Light til next time,

Kimberly

 

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Greetings and Salutations One and All! I hope the week has been a blessing for you all and that you enjoyed the energies that came in with the 10 10 10! Things are definitely accelerating. It’s been amazing to watch! This week on the show we have a legend joining us! Norman Shine! Internationally acclaimed numerologist and astrologer. This man will blow you away! He’s simply brilliant! You are going to want to have a pen and paper when you listen to this interview because he is gonna just come with it and give you some amazing techniques and answers. So let’s find out a bit more about this amazing man!

 

Norman Shine is an internationally acclaimed author for his books and techniques using astrology and numerology and magik boxes to determine all sorts of things in life! He is currently in Denmark and doing very well in his garden as you can see from the picture above. His books are, ” Numerology: Your Character and Future Revealed in Numbers” and ” Numerology: Reveal Your True Character and Destiny with Numbers” and also ” THE INSTANT NUMEROLOGIST” His unique technique is still studied today and we are honored to have him on the show!

Norman Shine has been a consultant numerologist and astrologer more than 15 years, following a distinguished academic career. He is much in demand as a public lecturer and as a radio and television broadcaster on both subjects, and has written successful books on numerology. He lives in Copenhagen, Denmark.

Tell me your name, and I will tell you who you are. Give me your date of birth, and I will show you your future.

The hidden meaning and power of numbers has been studied since ancient times. Just as astrologers use the planets and signs of the zodiac to explore relationships and predict the future, so do numerologists use numbers. Now, by following numerologist Norman Shine’s clearly illustrated, easy-to-understand system, anyone can access and use the energy and power of numbers.

Each letter of the alphabet has numerical value, and each number is an energy source. It is the way that these energies combine and relate to one another that determines how and why you behave the way you do; by comparing your numbers with another person’s, you can explore your relationship to them. Plot the numbers of your birthday, and you can see the direction of your future.

This article also appears online

August 27, 2004

Renowned numerologist Norman Shine launches book for India

Norman Shine, world renowned and arguably Europe’s best Numerologist launched his latest work in India. The book titled “The Divinity of Numbers: The SAlence of Numerology” published by Thapovanam Publishers was launched on Tuesday at Oxford Bookstore(Churchgate) in Mumbai.

The launch held at Oxford bookstore featured an interactive session conducted by Norman Shine titled “Knowing yourself better through Numerology”. Norman also highlighted his research and clear myths surrounding Numerology. The audiences availed of a personal consultation with the author. Mr. Rajiv Chowdhry, COO, e.books World Pvt. Ltd., which owns Oxford Bookstores, opines “Experience has proved that books on occult like numerology and astrology enjoy large readership in India, and with Norman’s popularity in Europe he is expected to be a big draw in India. It is a pleasure to have him with us at Oxford Bookstore.”

The book gives an in depth analysis and clears myths like “Changing names can change fortunes” among others that surround numerology in India. Says Raman Chaudhuri , Vice President, Thapovanam Publishers, “The book also has a interactive CD, which acts like personal numerologist for the reader. The reader can feed in his name and birthday date and get an in-depth analysis of his character and other relevant information like the important years in his life” .

Norman Shine’s association with India and its culture is deep rooted. An ardent devotee of Shree Satya Sai Baba , Norman is well versed in the symbolism of Indian culture: he firmly believes that the Vedas are the core essence of Numerology. Says Norman, “We are all here in this world for the sole purpose of resolving our karmas”.

Norman Shine has been a consultant numerologist and astrologer for more than 15 years, following a distinguished academic career. Norman Shine is without doubt the only numerologist in Scandinavia and among a very few in Europe to be known worldwide, where there are many astrologers, however only a handful of Numerologists. He is much in demand as a public lecturer and as a radio and television broadcaster on both subjects, and has written successful books on numerology.

Norman Shine virtually introduced Numerology to Denmark in the Early 1980’s. Through his books, written both in the Scandinavian languages and in English, are read widely throughout the world. His contribution as the only Numerologist in the “World Atlas of Divination”, a highly prestigious compendium of all the divination systems employed throughout the world, is evidence of the supreme position he enjoys globally within Numerology. Norman Shine is a lecturer on Numerology in the University of the Shankara Acharya at Kanchi and the University of Copenhagen.

Norman Shine’s book named “Numerology: Your Character and Future Revealed in Numbers” (1995) has sold over 5.5 lakh copies worldwide and has been translated to German, Spanish, Portuguese, Serbo-Croat, Czech, Hungarian, Polish. Norman Shine plans to start a School of Numerology called “The Shine Institute of Numerology” in Mumbai, in the coming year.

Source: http://www.indiainfoline.com/bize/renu.html

I do hope that you all will join us! If you submit your name and date and time and place of birth, we might be able to get Norman to evaluate them at illuminationsoflight@yahoo.com!

Be well everyone!

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Greetings and Salutations One and All! I do hope the weekend has been a beautiful one for all of you thus far. As for me, things here in Boulder, CO have been quite pleasant.  I was able to get some house cleaning or Spring Cleaning done to help usher in the new energies as we enter into a wave of love. We have another 3.3.3 gate which opens today and another yet coming up as well and Mars is going direct on the 22nd and so we should see some very positive and creative energy coming in a huge wave over the next couple of weeks. Yay! I love the springtime! I hope you did something wonderful to celebrate!~I myself purchased some tulips as an offering of Spring to Mother and celebrated with a feast and lots of thanks for all the love and harmony that is in my life!

This weeks show should be interesting! Lianna, Petite Lion, my lovely co hostess will be asking me questions she’s always wanted to know about me and I will be asking her questions regarding some of her experiences on her journey! We both have some very interesting experiences to share with all of you and we are looking forward to this show and will be doing mini readings as part of the call ins this week. So you will for sure want to tune in this week to blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight! We will discuss things like crowning and earth shifts and much much more! Don’t miss out!

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Regrets, Questions, and Finding a Way Forward
By Nick Esten-E5 USNavy
I had one of those reflective days where I generally kept to myself and let my mind wander to places that I’ve struggled to forget. It’s pretty easy for me to get lost in my thoughts, because at any given time, my brain remembers, forgets, learns and processes all the little electric signals that produce these words on the screen…

I hear a lot of people claim they have no regrets and sometimes I know they’re lying or they haven’t reached that point yet, but everyone at some point will do or say something that will absolutely and irrevocably shift the course of the rest of their life.

“I wouldn’t be the person I am today if not for “insert excuse here””

Most people say this because it’s the accepted answer to the age old question “What do you regret?”

I think that answer’s a lie, because deep down, most people don’t really like themselves. They hide from themselves; they make excuses for themselves as to why this and why that, and they don’t really know what they are saying. They only know what is acceptable to say.

I know these people exist because I am one of those people. I could sit here and say that in my short 24 years in existence I haven’t done one thing that I regret, but everyone would know it to be flat out bulls**t. I’ve done unfair things to good people, and it cost me everything…the girl I loved, the future I had dreamed of…everything that makes a life colorful was taken because I chose poorly.

And I regret that it took me losing everything to learn one simple lesson; that another person had to suffer because I, for some reason, didn’t have the good sense or courage to stand up for what was right and what I believed in.

You know what I learned?

Integrity is everything. It’s the foundation on which my character is built, not some garment that I can take on and off at will. You give up your integrity, you don’t have anything after that, because everything you are is a pile of s**t.

A life is nothing more than a series of small events, strung together by the fabric of time and the happiest souls are not the ones who have the least worries; they’re the ones who remain flexible. Who, no matter what may come, use a stumbling block as a stepping stone. They’re the ones who move through life like water.

I want that. I had that. Once. I know I can have it again. I’m just lost. I have no real direction, no real goal, I’m just moving through these days without any sort of enthusiasm for much of anything except art. Stories. Poems. Music. Songs. Movies. Photography. These things that move the soul…

I let so many days go. So many days that could’ve been spent better, but I chose to waste them, and now that I can hear his footsteps a little clearer, those days now seem so much more precious. I only have one life, and I want to make it mean something. I want to leave this world a better place than the one I came into. And it’s hard because I see so much of the world going wrong, and I, having so very little control over my own world, don’t know what to do.

I go to work and I come back and I watch the cars go by on the freeway below. Or the ships that sit in port out in the harbor. I wonder why I can’t be more like the wind? To roll freely like I once did.

As you can tell, I spend a lot of time falling back into the past. It’s gone. The very best days of my life are gone and that’s a pretty sad thought…but the beautiful thing about it is that I have no idea what’s yet to come. So my best days may yet be ahead of me. Maybe not, but there is still air in my lungs and if God permits my soul to return each day, then I will find the meaning in my life once again.

In and of itself, life is too big a mystery to figure out in one lifetime. But then again, maybe I’ll get lucky and become one of those happy sages found in some hidden stretch of mountains. Maybe I’ll be old and bald with a bunch of grandchildren and a wife I adore…who knows. I don’t let myself think of such things because deep down, I don’t believe in them. But just because I don’t believe, doesn’t mean it can’t happen…because there are a lot of people who believe in me…and for me.

And I try so desperately not to disappoint.

What more can be said? What would I do for one more day? What would have happened if I had been the one to die that day instead of her? What would she have become? Would she be married? Would she have kids? What would she look like? Her face is just a blur to me now…

I won’t ever be able to answer those questions…survivor’s guilt is something that stays with you all the days of your life. When someone gives their life for yours, what do you do when your life has become such a disappointment?

I wish I knew the answer.

All I know for sure is that somewhere out in the unknown mists of time, there’s an end waiting for me. A lake to which this life of mine flows. And when I get there, I will have a smile on my face because I will know that I was loved, and that I made a difference in someone’s life. That is my motivation. Not to waste a sacrifice. I will find my way through the fog and dark and cold and whatever kind of misery this life can hurl at me. And I will be the light in the dark for people as I have been…for what is to give light, must endure burning.

From this day forward, I live my life for the people who make it worth living. The friends that make me smile, the love that makes me glow, and the series of small events that will make this life of mine a damn good read someday. When I’m gone…I want people to remember one thing and one thing only.

Love.

Because that is what I remember.

“What tomorrow brings, we cannot know”

From the mouths of babes….
This is my son. My first born. It’s nice to know when some of your own teachings begin to shine through. Especially yesterday when this was written, regrets, the things we do that we wish we could change. We are not our story. We can change right now. This moment as you are reading this blog. Life is too short to waste on things that are not real, not tangible, not worthy of our love and energy. If people do not want to drink after they have been given the trough full of water and instructions on how to drink, then there is nothing to be done. Walk away. Pray for them. Live YOUR life to the fullest in truth to yourself most of all. It’s those lies we will not admit to ourselves where our sickness lies. Those are the tapes so deep that you hear them in your sleep. The ones that creep out when you least expect them. The ones that cause us to self sabotage. The ones that make you forget that love is a two way street it takes cooperation on both sides to make it work. The ones that make us feel “less than” or “not enough” or “not worthy” or “bad” because we fail to live up to another’s expectations or our own.

I was faced recently with do I want LOVE or do I want a PARTNER … the man I love, still to this day, is in no way shape or form partner material for me at this time. He is unavailable on several levels, most of all emotional. Too afraid to explore changes outside his comfort levels inside and out. A lion in business, the cowardly lion inside, searching for his courage that was always there if he believed in himself enough to not care what others thought. A true warrior knows that love is his strength not a dark spot in his life. A partner works as a team, thinks as a team, lets nothing stand in the way of the goal of the team and never leaves a man or woman behind. One too can have a partner without love. Is that better? To live a life content but not fulfilling without love in it. Because it’s always been that way, because to go outside the “story” people have of you,  may make them or yourself look bad? Why would you care what the other person thinks really? Who are you trying to impress? Would it occur to that person that perhaps misery loves company? Would it occur to that person that to dictate, “you are the one we all look up to, you are the perfect example of what life should look like” just because you do things OUR WAY or a certain way, is a form of manipulation for control over your thinking and not about duty or respect? If passive aggressive behavior is the price you pay if you do not conform to the “idea” , “the plan”, “the way it should be”, all because you did what made you happy? That we are to surpass our parents thinking so as to evolve as a species? To be real with our kids and prepare them for the real world not some fantasy “Keeping up with the Jones” or sheltering them from the pains that real life bring and being the example of how to get around that and still be true to yourself?? To exist without love is not life. You are not living in my opinion if that is the case. Existence and survival are not living!  I decided that I wanted LOVE AND A PARTNER IN ONE! When I drew that boundry, I was met with anger, rejection, cruelty, everything that was not love. I knew this person had been lying to themselves and when I made that person look at it, they reacted with chaos and coldness and chose to walk away. To walk away from love, for convenience and the comfort of what is known, to be nothing more then a provider and a gopher,  a cog in a dilapidated wheel, which as all things mechanical wear out,  to be a shell of the person they could be, even though that life is toxic to their soul? They see a duty misplaced, loyalty not earned,  a truth…perceived… that is not truth to most people’s perceptions, but to them  it is.(Hitler thought he was RIGHT! Doing what GOD AND EVERYONE EXPECTED HIM TO DO AS THE “MAN” THE “LEADER” Yet, no one else saw it that way….. did that make it right to them or the people who suffered at all costs to keep his “vision” of what was right?  They had love in the palm of their hands, lying in their arms, two hearts beating as one and peace in the closeness, the truth of love, lights appearing with each and every kiss and comfort in their soul…..except when it came time to follow through on promises and dreams created, to put action and commitment to the vision,  to pay the piper, to walk the talk, to pay the debts one creates through words and actions. Then that person became angry, saw things as an attack, as an ultimatum, as fear. Pushing it away. Stomping on it. Belittling it. Not allowing it to exist within their own mind. What we resist will persist. And sometimes it’s too late.  All because they were too weak to say enough is enough. I choose love and happiness. Truth is subjective, if the truth is a perspective. What IS just IS. This person will assuredly regret his choice when they realize, they are totally alone. When the people they trusted to have the answers, when they didn’t want to look for themselves, prove to be wrong for them even though it worked for this person who gave this advice, or the people who they try to keep happy all the time being the golden child in their eyes die or get sick and do not remember those answers and are no longer there to give them that ego affirmation, when the duty and loyalty back fires in their face with betrayal, when the world they so desperately hold onto, fought for, to save it’s existence, the dream of what they wanted so desperately in the beginning when they truly settled for less then what they originally wanted,  exists no more because it was all just illusion, when their greatest fears come to pass and they lose the respect of those who matter most because they refused to take a chance and grow. When they too can gain the insight that my children and I have gained. Love is all there is … to live your life for the sake of how it looks or for someone else’s well being, is a lie to yourself. To lie to yourself is a sad sickness that can be changed at any moment, it’s never too late. Walk your talk and act with love and integrity, accept that life is not perfect and to deal with it the best you can as long as you have love around you. Interesting to think how the brain works…. Love, makes us fill in the blanks. Like when you read a sentence and the brain will put a missing word or correct spelling on a word which is misprinted, so we still understand the sentence even though that is not what it said,  we do the same in our relationships. We fill in the blanks of what’s missing or not quite right. We fix it to make it work for awhile. We create perfection or tolerance for those we “love” by sub consciously filling in the blanks, making excuses, living a lie, or lying to ourselves being in denial about what really is in that moment. Problem is then we get surprised when the whole thing falls apart and doesn’t work. We are not being truthful to ourselves, not seeing those missing words and it didn’t work, didn’t make sense, didn’t line up the right way! Well isn’t that a big surprise! Love always finds its way back to itself. True strength, requires the courage to look beyond the pain and the loss to the power of creation and manifestation. Overcoming those obstacles through love. Through love (Creator) all things are possible, surrendering control and attachments to outcomes. It is sad when love seemingly dies on any level, through your own actions or through circumstance and time. True love never dies, wanes perhaps, changes its depth or style, HOW we love can change but REAL love never dies. It is always my hope to find the gifts within each encounter in myself and to find the good in all those who’s paths I cross. I try to be a positive influence in the world around me always. To make a positive memory instead of a negative one. To not have regrets in my life, only to walk with integrity, to make lemonade when life hands me nothing but lemons, to have as kind a heart as I possibly can, to show my fellow man compassion and understanding and tolerance in the choices they make and try to recognize that I am worth loving, I have something to say, I have something to contribute to this world around me, I am perfect as I am now in all ways, I forgive myself for those things I cannot change, but do my best to learn from those mistakes and grow from them and to not make the same mistakes over and over again. The insanity lies there. I do not want to wallow in the dark caverns of sadness and hopelessness for years and years. As my friend Stanley says, “I would rather have a near life experience” Life includes ebbs and flows, and sometimes those tides can be extreme, but it is how we deal with it, honestly or in sketchy ways, which dictates our character. If you do not like what you see when you look there, then change it. Change yourself, how you look at things. Today, right now in this moment! You can begin by changing the words “can’t” and “trying” in your own vocabulary! Those are excuse words. You can do what you put your mind to if you want it bad enough. Trying is not doing! Put up or shut up as they say! Walk your talk or you are by definition a hypocrite. It only takes one step at a time. Baby steps, one step forward two steps back. We will always slide back to what is comfortable. What we know the outcome will be. It’s way harder to take those steps through the door of the unknown to what could be better or worse from our own perspectives. Release the fear. It could be BETTER! When a door closes a window opens, that which we lose or set free return if they are meant to be…usually better then before. The worst feeling in the world is “What if?” The not knowing because we didn’t try because we were afraid to know the answer when we had the chance to know it for sure. At least when we take a chance and we fail we are living. Truly there is no failure, just what works best for us. We are no one to judge what works and doesn’t for another person. That is a form of control, judgment. Surrender, Release, Forgive, Accept, Love. Live to never regret. Follow your heart, for love is all there is. The rest is a waste of time and a foundation of more regret. Do what you love, be who YOU are, not someones version of you. Find the courage to stand up for what you believe is best for you! Stick by it. Know what you want, and do not act from fear, entrapment, manipulation, depression, hopelessness. Coming from a place of emotion instead of knowing can only bring lower vibrational lessons with them. Some of the most painful kind. Try to see the good in people even those who have done atrocious things to you, you will cut down your suffering and sadness. Turn that frown upside down and laugh. Find something to make yourself laugh. Laughter is the best medicine for a broken or wounded heart. It reminds you that you are still alive. As long as you are, all moments pass to memory and as extreme as they are the next moment could hold the difference. My friend always says to me, “Do not give up five minutes before the miracle!” hold on until the next moment comes. Look to the past and learn from it so you can know the future and what to do with it. See how you want it to change and begin with your own thinking. Be the pebble in the pond and start a ripple of love to change negative vibrations around your environment, this will spill over like the ripples in the pond.
Do not throw pearls before swine. Do not give your love to those who do not return it, cherish it and respect it. For to stay in imbalanced states can only lead to one end, a return to balance by any means necessary. That can be destructive and painful if we resist. I personally prefer to ride the waves not get totally crushed by them. Like waves, they can catch us off guard, have rip tides and under currents which pull us down and we lose our breath for a brief moment, but we swim and pull ourselves up to breath again and see the sunshine on the water and see the beauty of all that is around. The ocean like love can be nurturing or destructive depending on the influences around it. Never mess with Mother Nature! She’s got a mighty sword herself!
Life is good. Love is life. Do not throw it away when you have it. Honor it. Cherish it. For tomorrow it may not be the same.
Blessings everyone! Make it a great day! Love and Light, Kimberly.

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Greetings and Salutations! One and ALL! Well I will tell you the lady of the night, La Luna, in her fullness wreaked havoc on the emotional bodies of many this past week but thanks to the 3/3/3 energy wave of love which was just released we are experiencing a moment to catch our breath! Seems the energies of the planet were just slightly crazy for a brief moment but for those who remembered to do their meditations and continue to allow the waves to pass through with ease and grace and see them coming gently like a lapping wave against the lakes shores, stayed focused on positive outcomes faired better then those who did not. Positive thinking is essential and to remember always that we are completely supported and surrounded with love and light and there’s many beings helping us from the other side, as well as our ancestors. The road is narrow, and not always easy to walk, we stumble and pick ourselves up and grow with each lesson. Remember that with each door closing there is a window that opens and to release the fear to the universe for transmutation. Surrender it to God as they say. Change is just that, the natural ebb and flow of the universal energies, as you know nothing is stagnant and there nothing to fear. Embrace the waves as they roll in and allow them to pass quickly. Be forgiving of yourselves and each other. We are all in the same boat and we should remember tolerance and forgiveness in remembering that we are all here to learn, to do our part and to hold the balances of duality help bring them back to center from the extreme polarities, this often times is not our stuff it’s the planetary stuff we agreed to transmute when we took on these missions. At times we feel what is the point because as our faces are smooshed against the tree we cannot see the forest and must go within to change that reality so that we may step back and gain a better perspective of where we stand with relation to the forest.

As we begin to grow we can begin to step up into the roles as co creators if you will and change the outcome! We can do this if we think about things in a place of peace and love and harmony internally so that is what reflects outwardly and we then attract that energy. You do not want to come from a place of fear. It is much easier said then done I realize but truly if you can achieve this state, the payback for that or the benefit of that action is love and ease and grace back to you when you need it most. So remember to forgive and to love yourselves and your enemies too. For there is no separation in the unity of oneness. Live life, experience it, accept new opportunities. My friend said to me yesterday, “Obstacles are things we see when we take our eyes off our own path”. I thought that was very profound. The chaos wants distraction, keep your eyes on the prize or be still and let it pass, let the drama leave with those who will bring it forth. Do not hold onto it, like the winds through the leaves let it pass through your being transmuted in light. Run purple and blue and green through your being then the rest of the rainbow colors blended in. Clean your auras regularly. It will help with the fatigue. Wash your hands more if around a lot of negativity or handling a lot of counseling or healing in a day. Water is a wonderful way ot purify on the fly.

We have some interesting alignments coming up through March 22, 2010, we can expect more earth shift activity. The magnetics have stablized for the moment but I feel they will kick up again by late next week and attitudes will be flying all around. As mars complets his circle and moves back to a forward direction we will see that energy pulling alot of the emotional residuals out of the emotional bodies and venus will be assisting in this dance as will Mercury have his two cents to say as well, so with all these big players shifting in their symphony we are affected by the octives as the waves hit our small home planet. Again, stay out of fear, see different outcomes to the hype, see it move with ease and grace, send love to our planet to help her move through her birthing pains gently and with love and support. It can only help.

This is going to be a short blog for me tonight as I too need to be in some quiet space to stayed centered. Until next time, blessings love and light! xoxo Kimberly

Some further thoughts from our poet yesterday, he’s really more a philosopher and walking conundrum, my friend Stan….but he will definitely make you think! Here’s some other thoughts he shared with me yesterday.

Does the possibilities of the probable out weigh the probability of the possible? Or is it all just perceptions of perceptions with so few absolutes?
“A friend answered”
Okay. Do the possibilities of the probable out weigh the probability of the possible?…. Possibilities are increasing the field, whereas probabilities are limiting. So the possibilities of the probable would include an almost infinite field, whereas the probabilities of the possible would be an increasingly narrow field. So yes.
Or is it all just perceptions of perceptions with so few absolutes?… Also a yes. Reality is our inner translation, or perception, of what we view in the outer world, also a perception. So our opinion of the small amount of data of the world we view. Because we are taking from such a small sample, and we’re biased, none of it is truly absolute.

The Guild

What is a psychic made of
I’ll tell you it’s not love.
It’s pain and grief and lot’s of frustration,
and total chaos from isolation.
Your friends and your family think your insane,
this is normally the gist of the game.
People ask you for answers to find,
some of their questions torment your mind.
Yet with an open heart we all try to forge on,
trying to be in key with the metaphysical song.
But some of the notes seem out of key,
and most of the readings don’t come for free.
One way or another we pay for it all,
never getting any sleep, taking call after call.
Listening to all kinds of people with an open heart,
taking on pains we wish we could depart.
So the next time you talk to a psychic, remember
it takes lots of grief to become a member.

Dedicated to My “Friend”
The Psychic Traveler
Stanley Victor Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

Messages for today from a soldier of the past…..these poems come from a man who fought in a war for his country has died and come back more times then the average person and is a multiple walk-in and still deals with the struggles of a war that was not his to fight, but did his duty and his life changed forever…..these poems reflect some of that processing and wisdom. Thank you Stan and all our soldiers of war, past and present. It is my hope in our new world that peace and love reign for the good of all concerned. Amen

The Right War

The war wachine the war machine oiled by the blood of man,
the war machine the war machine consuming every flag it can.
The battles we fight get more technical every day,
and destroys nature and where children play.
From toy soldiers to a fighting man,
with guns and bombs or hand to hand
the best of the best walk land to land
supporting their countries own war plan.
Yet, in the end will any one see
the thing they all call victory.
For after the battle what place does glory give,
in a country where the conquered painfully live.
I believe it’s time we fought a war of wit,
with the outcome of a planet that’s perfectly fit.
Not just for peace or love of each man,
but, to preserve life and nature right where we stand.
For Life is a blessing and should be treated as one,
combine it with nature and the wars will be done.

Truth Peace Tranquility (TPT)
Stanley Victor Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

All Enemies Foreign and Domestic

America’s fighting an unpopular war,
many of our soldiers have died or seen gore.
Some will have injuries until they reach their death,
from the oath that they swore with dutiful breath.
Our country is strong, our nation is proud,
thank all our soldiers with praises out loud.
Don’t judge our leaders for choices they make,
doing this could be ones biggest mistake.
Remember great nations often fall from within,
loosing faith in our leaders could lead to the end.
I salute you my comrades both living and dead,
may you be blessed for the oath that you’ve said.
May your gift to this country be service, or death,
not ever fall silent on your country mans breath.

Stanley Victor Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

Love far away

As she slept in the moonlight through her window.
Dreaming of her soldier far away,
She had sand in her eyes from where he stay.
Her Lover was in Iraq with many others
So far from all their fathers and their mothers.
Defending the American way.
As she slept with the moonlight through her window,
she tossed and turned through most of the night.
Praying God would look over her dear soldier
and for them to soon be together
in each others arms filled with delight.
All she could dream of was her lover
fighting for freedom where he stay.
Hoping he would return to her one day.
But, she knew that he must right now serve his country
and for this he might have to give his life,
yet, she also knew after his duty
if he returned he would make her one proud wife.
Stanley Victor Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

Sending Them Home

Body bags,Toe tags assorted pieces galore.
Once they were a soldier, now their my minds horror.
I am only treated I never will be well.
I walk as people stare at me in my living Hell.
I did my job in the morgue to the best of my ability.
Now the morgues trapped in my thoughts,for me to always see.
Many colors, sounds and smells are triggers in my mind.
but, I’d send my comrades home, again time after time.
The closure I helped give to the families of the dead,
was the sacrifice my mind endured leaving me in dread.
We gave the fallen the most respect a soldier could ever see,
and I have no regrets for the pain that’s trapped inside of me.
PT-SD and a Bi Polar mind will be with me to the end,
but, even though I suffer I’d do it all again.
Years ago suicide seemed like the only thought I knew,
As I sat and drank heavily it seemed like the thing to do.
The pills I take to go to sleep get weaker every year,
the tears I find in my eyes respect the fallen dear.
The VA does the best they can with my splintered mind,
yet, I fear it may burn out somewhere down the line.

Stanley V. Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

Existing

I’ve seen war I’ve been to Hell,
With human parts that looked liked gel,
and some things I could not tell,
that makes me not feel very well.
Until I say my last farewell,
or God does ring my final bell.
They’ll be trapped within my mortal shell,
inside my mind where the pain does swell.
I scream and cry and laugh and yell,
from the ward or from my cell.
It’s Like I’m under some ones spell,
and into their grips I have fell.
There’s no reason to rebel,
this is my pain in which to dwell.
That holds no way to dispel.
Stanley Victor Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

Writen from my own experiences during Desert Storm

Brotherhood Lost

There he sits in an alley with his finger in a can for the last drop of grease,
wearing pieces of a uniform which once stood for pride and supported peace.
This lost homeless soldier once was so gallaint and brave,
now often he sits chilled and hungry awaiting his grave.
Soldier’s are trained to be brave and look fear eye to eye,
thousands are homeless laying in alleys wishing to die.
Countless money is spent teaching men how to survive,
yet, when they return to the Urban’s they live barely alive.
Employers sometimes won’t hire a veteran mainly out of fear.
They’re stuck on the movies where a soldier cuts a man ear to ear.
Soldiers are trained to rise to the call,
they’re not blood thirsty maniacs wanting bodies to fall.
All soldiers are told to have faith in their leaders and God up above,
I salute you my comrades and pray you find serenity, peace and love.
It’s not just our leaders that need to make the plan
our veteran’s need help from each and every woman and man.
Lets pray the religions can donate some money too.
for the sacrfices those made for GOD country and you.

Stanley Victor Paskavich
Author of Stantasyland

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Greetings and Salutations! One and All! I want to open this blog and say thank you to all that were involved in the premier episode of Illuminations of Light Live, those who were heard but not really seen. Tricia who wrote the music for our exit also helps man the stations on pal and helps me with the graphics so she’s a blessing and a half to me! Then Lianna, she is well amazing! She is involved with almost all aspects of the show with myself. Then the Mtn Hawk, who is my sound / streaming tech on pal talk , Stevan who is my silent hero, the wind beneath my wings, who has been invaluable to me for making the technical magic happen, giving me ever patient training to run that technology and has been a personal support person, teacher, guide and friend,  for me for years with his astrological genius and generous nature. There are several others in my life who are near and dear and you know who you are….to all of you, from my heart, thank you!

The show was a great success! Ronna was brilliant! She is an absolutely beautiful lady who is just so full of love and truth and amazing grace unending. Such a blessing to have had time to speak with her and get to know her a bit better. I for years, used her messages as part of my teachings. She is the teacher of teachers most assuredly. Thank you Ronna for making our show memorable and blessed!

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So today I want to talk about ascension. Now this word like so many other words can mean many things which are not the same, to many people. For me, I see things a bit differently then perhaps most, but it is my truth which I will share at the end of the blog.

According to the dictionary the definition of ascension is thus:

Main Entry: as·cen·sion
Pronunciation: \ə-ˈsen(t)-shən\
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Latin ascension-, ascensio, from ascendere
Date: 14th century

: the act or process of ascending

Main Entry: as·cend·ing
Pronunciation: \ə-ˈsen-diŋ\
Function: adjective
Date: 1581

1 a : rising or increasing to higher levels, values, or degrees <ascending powers of x> b : mounting or sloping upward
2 : rising upward usually from a more or less prostrate base or point of attachment

and according to free online dictionary:

as·cen·sion // (-snshn)

n.

1. The act or process of ascending; ascent.
2. Astronomy The rising of a star above the horizon.
3. Ascension

a. In Christianity, the bodily rising of Jesus into heaven on the 40th day after his Resurrection.
b. A feast celebrating this event, observed on Ascension Day.

Metaphysically the definition of ascension is  the re-joining of the individual consciousness with the consciousness of universal Oneness which translates to a state of Love and total understanding. The Christ Consciousness is a state of Love. So the second coming of Christ is the awakening of the knowledge which was once hidden within our own dna structures, moving our physical bodies to bodies of light again, which was our original form, which is a crystalline based body, not the dense physical forms we currently inhabit which are carbon based.  This particular thing we are calling the ascension has never been done before. Meaning, we remain on the planet and move through the rebirth in physical form along with the other beings of this planet. Previously in the Earth incarnations, all beings were removed and the planet would be cleansed and re seeded. This time we are not doing this quite this way. So this is why sometimes the whole time thing gets off for some folks well one of the reasons why I should say, there are some more technical scientific reasons in addition to this about the time issue.
So from the religious perspective it’s about attaining christ states, which is ultimately the same thing, God says, we are made in His image. OK, let’s go with that for a minute, His image is both male and female so God is androgynous both male and female, He is Light, in the beginning there was light….we were created from the darkness to the light…LIGHTBODIES. Jesus says to the people, ” I am the way and the light” how he learned through the years (missing years of Jesus) how to master things like meditation and the knowledge of the ancients and was able to attain “activating” his light body, and now has the ability to travel all dimensions and time lines to go where he needs to be. Same with Thoth, and Elijah and Melchezedik so we have had the examples in the past, just not in our time frame, although that is open for discussion as I believe many in the 9/11 left in body before planes hit. Point to this is, we gain some insight as to how to attain our lightbody or awakening / activating our Merkabah which acts as our vehicle in harmony with the physical body. In order to achieve this you must have the basic tools down in meditation and understanding that you have to let go of the old programming set into your being by parents, churches, schools etc which were not the Truth, the universal Truth, it was their perceptions which you do not have to own.
My feelings are thus:
If this is truly an illusion as they all say it is, then we never fell, that was a perception. So there is nothing to “ascend” to as we are already there. We are simply re-awakening to that which we already know inherantly within our beings. This is an “enlightenment” period. When we finally get the blindfolds taken off and can see again, renewed, reborn. We have always had the gifts within, we just forgot how to use them. For in the beginning when this planet was created, there was only the law of One, we were in lightbodies back then, we created from the ether of the planet. This was when this solar system still resided within the fifth dimensional levels. We were placed in the third after the wars to save the projects which were here, put them into a suspended state which required that we too have a suspended state of awareness. We agreed to do this way back then, knowing that this time frame we are in now would be coming. Many were accelerated in their understanding, with the help of beings who reside in a different dimensional reality then ourselves. They can now help whereas they were not allowed to interfere before.
So when we discuss ascension in my eyes we are discussing the journey within to merge to our original states of being. When we awaken like in dreams, we have greater clarity, depth of understanding ourselves which would not have been possible without the experience of duality. The basis of quantum mechanics is that there has to be a consciousness to begin the process of the laws of physics. The only way for a conscious anything to KNOW itself is to EXPERIENCE itself. Hence why we exist. We are children of God, we hold a piece of that within our beings every one! See Gregg Braden’s The God Code. We, the essence of us, the Spirit of us, is an extension of that consciousness we call God, we are experiencing ourselves individually but for the consciousness as a whole as well. Our soul, is a library, holding the history of our experiences for our recall as needed. The game of life is played in all roles, good, bad, asleep, awake, we play different roles to gain the experience individually so that we can define ourselves, and refine that definition as we move through the various positions in the game. Think of it like baseball you are still a team but with different positions and as the innings change your role changes too. Simplified I know but a good analogy. So for many who are here now, this is graduation day of this class called the human experience. They are graduating from this school and moving onto other schools to continue their disovery of themselves in differnt areas. That is why many feel they are not coming back here, that they are finished. Many will be back for the next major transition but not before. So it truly is an individual experience for all of us, yet we are still completely connected to all things within this reality, for the energy we call a higher power is Love and Love is the most powerful energy of them all.
This is all for today, I do hope you all have a wonderful weekend. We will continue with this topic as we visit other perspectives and messages regarding this topic soon. Not sure if I will post this weekend, I have been under the weather the past week, so I think I will take time to rest! But before I go…. I want to give you all an energy alert!
The magnetics are insane right now, we are seeing the physiological effects of that as we hear the nutty news headlines about Zebras running free in Atlanta, Ice Cream men being shot for music on truck, teachers walking in and blowing away staff on campus, men crashing planes into buildings after burning house because he was upset with the IRS. Yeah watch the headlines and know that the magnetics are having a major effect on the brains now, we need to make sure to do our meditation daily right now, stay in the centered place and ask for things to come with ease and grace always. Send out love and a new blueprint of how we would like it to be. Joined efforts in thought no matter what time of day, are powerful! So try to not get sucked into the attitudes and lattitudes of the people ” out there” be patient and send them love and compassion for now they need that most. Peace , love and light people of Earth!
xox Kimberly


as·cen·sion // (-snshn)

n.

1. The act or process of ascending; ascent.
2. Astronomy The rising of a star above the horizon.
3. Ascension

a. In Christianity, the bodily rising of Jesus into heaven on the 40th day after his Resurrection.
b. A feast celebrating this event, observed on Ascension Day.

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Greetings and Salutations! One and ALL! Well, it’s finally here, months of fanfare and tons of hard work on the back scene side. Illuminations of Light Live will air tonight 9:00pm MST! Ronna Herman, is truly the matriarch of metaphysics, and she will be right here with us on blogtalkradio.com/illuminations of light! Be sure to tune in! It’s going to be a great show!

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