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Of course I All my life I was one of those people that zigged when I should have zagged. I was that one person that actually took that,”Wrong turn at Albuquerque
!”There were many times I almost felt like this could be a fact
that if a minute piece of meteor perhaps the size of the head of a thumbtack and at that precise moment everybody was standing ass to ass that particular piece of meteor would find me! Just me!!!
No one else.  I know it sounds like I was running my own home movie of “ Lianna’s  Pity Party“. Really It wasn’t my intention( and those of you out there …..and you know whom you are). When you seem to consistently have the weirdest bad luck no matter how pious or careful,how much time you took to think before you did things they would just seem to explode right in front of you and way  more often than what was acceptable as the norm. It gives you the feeling like you were always navigating thru a heavily mined area and all of the mines were highly movement sensitive and you were in earthquake country! Even the ones that knew me the longest and were close to me (Family) .For example  my mother and my sister would say to me when they would hear about something that happened. First it would be my sister saying to me, “You have the weirdest t hings that seem to happen and a lot of them not good . I’ve watched and you could be standing minding your own business except maybe giving the person that you are next to your ear and listen to their woes while giving them your coat because they were cold and didn’t have one and that would be just about the time that person went inside and locked the door by accident  and can’t hear you knocking not to mention they forgot to give back the coat and that’s about the time a blizzard would strike!” She would then say with my mother nodding her head and then chiming in , “You always do that to yourself you always think with your heart first and your head coming in last and then something happens and it’s you that is the loser…. (they would both pause stare straight into my eyes) then in unison like synchronized swimming “If you would just do it like you are supposed to and use your head first then if necessary your heart….especially those kind of people  you know most of them are just taking advantage of your kindness, they know  your weakness that you think with your heart, why would they come for your help ? They must be not people you could trust because if they could be they would have better people like family or closer friends unless they are doing or have done something wrong and even their family etc. won’t  help them .!” Or the one my brother would say , “Why do you have be so nice and helping those kind of people you know the ones that have PROBLEMS! One of these days you are going to think with that heart of yours and something is going to happen to you bad like hospital or jail or something and I don’t want to be the one to have to tell mom and dad that something happened to you . If you would use your head do something for some charity then you know that the ones you are helping are okay to help, and if you do it that way then you don’t take a < /FONT>risk by being around them.  That’s the smart way! That’s using your head!! “. I know they sound like a bunch of heartless wonders but they really aren’t. They just didn’t know what to say or do for me because really their actions in life did not reflect that shallowness they couldn’t give me any answers and they couldn’t reconcile blaming me for some evil I had done was the reason for my “bad luck”.  I was like the guy on the Flintstone’s “Bad luck Schlep rock” I had some sort of black cloud hanging over just me and the reason was my heart!!  I can see why they saw that as a weakness or maybe it should be categorized as a disability or a birth defect. I admit they did have somewhat of a point in a way. I am guilty of taking people that had “problems or issues” I am guilty as sin of that! I even used to joke and say that my house was the “last way station for kids, animals and down on the luck adults , strays of all kinds. Yes, I was a sap for a hard luck story. Guilty as charged ! A soft touch? Yes guilty! I  Weak? No not because I was a sap for a hard luck story a soft touch or that I always seem to go for the underdog the only weakness I was guilty of was being weak and believing that their was something wrong with thinking with my heart first.  But I also want t o make something clear before I go on I cannot tell a lie some of those “bad luck ” things  that happened were because  it just the way things turned out no blame and others it was my poor decision for one reason or another. Ratio wise though, screw up were 25% as opposed to heart which was about 70%. Although the peanut gallery always blamed it all on me thinking with my heart first!  Due to the constant prodding from family etc. I tried very hard to change my decision making process. I would get close but no cigar! I would have it all set in my head what I was going to do the next time I heard that hard luck story, or the next time someone was down on there luck etc. etc. and then it would happen and everything that I had so carefully prepped myself for would just disappear and suddenly it was like I would go on some weird backward  autopilot. My mind would get in the fetal position with its thumb in it’s mouth and my heart wearing its Superman cape   with my own  personal  singers singing “here I am to save the day!!!”  I would go in with guns a blazing ,  almost like a like the bull in a china shop !!!! Wouldn’t you know it  there I was again asking, “I’m sorry that you are having such a hard time. Have you eaten? Do you  have a place to stay tonight?”.  As my friend Kimberly would say in a New Jersey accent, ” Can we talk?” I always thought or justified (depending on your point of view) What if that were me? or my daughter? and we were down on our luck, I would hope that someone would help me or my daughter out in that type of situation. I figured I was at least putting that energy out into the universe and with that what goes around comes around karma thing going on I may not get the perspective help back from those that I helped but that if I did get into a jam e tc. that the universe would find another “me” type of person and they would be there helping out. Of course the one or two times I used that thought or theory as a defense against my own personal “peanut gallery” I got shot down . Surprisingly on that one ,much to old peanut gallery’s chagrin I was correct.
So on life went, I still was diligently attempting to change ., There were a few  times I was successful in using my mind first but they all turned out as disasters. Just about the time I could feel myself start to go there and buy into some of my own stinking thinking , ” perhaps God or something just didn’t like me or I was being punished for some forgotten offense to the universe”. Then for no apparent reason I experienced one of those life altering, show stopping synchronistic miraculous wave kinda thing that contained uncountable small epiphanies which led to, and culminated with ,a giant monster epiphany!!!! There were also minor realizations in the double digits after ,for example , I realized that I had been carrying parts of the monster epiphany for years actually as far back as I remember! O ne of the biggest realizations  or visions(they are like aftershocks from an earthquake)  was that having those epiphanies , especially the monster,  I felt like I was handed and it  to be carried around in your pocket or purse big  A very large very intricate and quite detailed dot to dot puzzles that you could not guess what the picture was because they were so intricate and detailed and the dots contained were in the triple digits , until all the dots were located and connected in their proper order.
When I finally had “come down” and the “wave” was in a lull before the next possible wave could hit ,my mind began the process of doing that replay thing that it is so good at, going over all those times when I zigged when I should have zagged or when I took those wrong turns at Albuquerque, or I had experienced a “This is another fine mess you gotten yourself into Ollie” kind of thing. I started to see so many things in so many ways 180 degrees different than I did just 10 minutes prior. I realized  that actually the times that I was able to lead with my mind hardly ever turned out copasetic and if I really looked at things, my choices that I used my old heart, minus  the decisions that I knew were poor ones , the odds compared with the average person were better. The only real difference was that when the hear t decides, and it goes wrong for one reason or another, the places that it effects or is pervasive in your life ,have to do more so with your feelings than concrete things not that they might not affect the concrete items but that the prominent issue is your feelings.They also have a tendency towards emotional  dramas like mini soap operas.  The decisions that you make with the heart when they fail or just go
wrong they are noticed more profoundly . I believe that is
because the emotional drama makes them ,what I like to call “Louder”” mistakes. People in general remember those loud errors in judgement or discernment more so because it hits that soap opera gossip gene that is seemingly hard wired in a lot of people.
The part of the monster epiphany that struck me was one that I think is a truth that has been buried within us since  Adam and Eve . This is the part that I believe goes something like this, Somewhere we were the culprits for one  reason or another ( that is one I will perhaps save for  another blog!) that we put this separation between the Mother/Father God  maybe because like teenagers due when they are attempting to figure who they are do the opposite from what they have been taught and shown by their parental figures. You know the pendulum swings all the way to opposite before it is able to get to that middle the place of balance.
As I pondered that part of the puzzle another aspect jumped out and hit me square in the face. The separation that we chose to put between us and God we took it so that the pendulum swung far to that other side and jumped out of our hearts and into our brains or minds. This way we could not look at what it was that was happening and find and excuse for our behavior if it all went wrong, such as I was tempted by a snake, or she made me do it, or it has not scientific or logical proof etc. I also came to understand that in the mind is where the fear, envy, torment, cruelty, despair and  death were born and resided. That within our hearts things like Love , compassion, understanding forgiveness etc lived. Love is what The Source’s essence is made of which our true essence is, it is the essence of creation. If we make decisions from the mind of our heart, that even if it goes awry initially that truly in the bigger picture it was not a poor decision it was that what we were to receive was something that would expand us and that it was something important for us or someone else to learn and experience. It may have gone wrong on a physical 3 D  level or in societies opinion , but in the grand scheme of things what happened was for the highest good .  I also realized that I had actually been lucky, not disabled etc. in any way. I had been doing the process the way it was intended somewhere along the way I was one of those outside of the norm or the box kind of people, that it had been forgotten to let me in on what the human race had changed the programming to. I was born in default mode the optimum mode. At that moment I felt such peace and gratitude that it was indescribable. I knew that when I had time enough to process all of what this Monster “dot to dot” implied that letting others in on the gift of this knowledge was part of what it was about. That I was going to do that “I’ll tell two people and they will tell two people and so on” thing and along with the others that have been given this gift who would also be messengers, the understanding would would be owned by enough of us to cause “a hundredth monkey effect” and perhaps it would be or at least a big contributing factor to our survival when the time came and the transition , the “evolutionary leap” the ascension occurs. I am not sure what to label it but the “big Change” “the shift” that everybody is discussing that has been predicted, that is at the beginning of the final countdown.
Since that initial moment of realization the complete picture of what I was gifted an understanding is exponentially huge and to write about it would take months , so the complete picture I will have to dole it out in increments. How that should be done, I don’t really know.  So  I am having faith that Spirit, God will let me know (He/She has not failed me yet) .  What the crux of the message is that it is time that we turn around step back into our hearts and merge with our higher self our God self that exists in the now only and return and be who we really are and step out of this hell hole soap opera drama illusion that we created for ourselves and let the pendulum finally get back to the middle , the balance point so we can find “home”: again. I’m not sure what all it is I am to embark on from this  illusion we call reality’s fixed point in time at this pivotal moment  in the human race. I do know this , when Source lifted the gate and let me see myself who I really am and whom we all are  (we are but reflections or mirrors of each other which we are also mirrors of The Creator ,the Source, God. which ever you prefer,  made in the image and likeness His/Her children)..Who they have diligently prepared. Who they so carefully watched over. Who they were extremely patient, understanding , forgiving with Who they always without fail proved that their love for me was unconditional, limitless and timeless (forever) I saw the perfection of us and all of creation and that we all  need to see understand and own the perfection of who we are. In that I understood for myself that really it has always been my deep down soul desire , that I was seeing with extreme clarity, To express my gratitude for the gift of life, Glorify my Creator, express from the heart , the “mind” of the heart my perfect unique self and do so with complete faith in that I am the child o f God and that if whatever my choices in life are that it is imperative ( no lame excuses allowed) that it is the heart that is the key.  If we do that merge and step back into the heart that what we do will always be for our highest good and the highest good of all. That if you look into to your core you will know that this is a real truth, undisputable truth. That if we as a human race pull our heads out of our own buttocks , stop being in the dark, be willing to own the truth of it all wake up and smell the coffee, end the illusion the nightmare that we created , loose the soap operas,for lack of a better word,  ‘the ego”, get out of our own way , it will be as easy and simple as opening an unlocked door and stepping over the threshold . to give us back ourselves and be and know and own that we are perfect beings and that children of God is not a metaphor it is literal.
Now that I have shared this story and the message from spirit , I would ask you for one more indulgence that really you have nothing to loose except a few extra moments of your time. The favor I ask is that you ponder, ruminate on what you just read with an open mind and heart. If you should accept the basic premise as “a real genuine all encompassing  truth”: that you pass this gift of an understanding (in a way like the movie “pay it forward”) If you should not be ready to be woken up to own the understanding of this genuine truth , that you keep puzzle in your memory banks and perhaps at a later date try and ponder it again. You really have nothing to loose but everything to gain  God Bless you, Love an light to you all.~Lianna
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Audio Blog is recommended for this entry ….

Greetings and salutations One and All. Today, I want to continue with a topic we started awhile back on Sopheggios which is an auditory form of meditation training. Today though, I want to take you through a guided meditation which i have taught for years. This is a chakra clearing meditation which I use with beginners in my classes.

As with all meditations, how you get there is entirely up to you, these tools I share may not work for everyone, however, as with trying all tools, use them repeatedly for a period of time, say a month to see if it makes a difference. Old habits take 21 days to break they say, another week for good luck and sureness I say. It takes the brain this long to form a new habit, so allow it time to work properly, most people feel instant relief from this particular one I am sharing today. My student Chrissy, has asked for years that I put this one in audio form so she could use it at home not just in class. So it is for her that I am sharing this particular meditation. I love ya sister!

When listening to this meditation, please sit up in a chair or couch, and get comfortable. Place both feet flat on the floor. Sit up straight but with relaxed shoulders and back.

Your breathing technique, is to breath in through the nostrils and envision the crystalline light particles filling your lungs, spreading throughout the bloodstream and to all parts of your body on a cellular and then molecular level. Put your tongue on the roof of your mouth while you are slowly inhaling and holding, then in a slow controlled count of three open your mouth totally and envision all of the negative stuff leaving your body through your breath and natural elimination systems of the body. Repeat this a minimum of five times. With each exhale, allow the body to completely relax and listen to your breath.

Once you have completed these initial cleansing breaths, continue to breath in this manner and see within your minds eye, a tube of light running from the heavens, as you want to ground to the universe as well as the Earth for this exercise, all the way to the core of the planet. Running the light tube through your body. From the earth begin in your mind to pull the purified energies through the tube of light, through your feet, ankles, calf, knee, thigh, and lower back area. At this point envision your base chakra, it should be red. If it is a dark red then it needs to be cleared and filled with light, so use the energy being pulled from your feet to fill this with light and watch it change colors and possibly flow direction. Once this is the color of a bright red then like a thermometor see the energy moving up to the sacral chakra which is the color of orange. This should be a bright orange like a pumpkin, if it is darker (often it is with this chakra) then repeat what we did with the base chakra until the energy is flowing clockwise and spinning in a way and the color is a bright orange. As before, move this energy upward to the solar plexus, the belly button to diaphram area is about the location of this and it is seen as the color gold. Again, fill this with light and as you do see it change into a pyramid around you, feel your connection to all things, for this is where the strand of life is connected. Bask in the light of your own being, heaven’s light surrounding you and running throughout your entire body. Be still in this for a moment as you continue to breath deeply. As you are ready pull that energy back into yourself and allow it to move into the heart chakra. See the balloon of light as green with bursts of pink in it. See the bubble getting bigger so that you are now in a bubble of love all around you and that bubble grows bigger to fill the whole room you are in , then the entire house, the entire block, see it moving through all beings on the planet and the planet herself, send out all that love in your heart and see the bubble getting even bigger expanding out to the universes and finally to the original divine creative source, and then when you have reached that point feel all the love all the beings you sent love to sending it back to your heart as you pull that bubble back to your heart, you feel the love of all things of the one filling your being, and once it is back to your heart then push that energy upward to the throat chakra. The throat chakra is dipicted as blue. See a crystal blue ocean like carrabean blue and imagine yourself swimming in it as you swim out further come back to the balloon and see the balloon filling with indigo blue, a deep blue with purplish hughes running through it see this blue light running throughout your body and all cells, dna and atoms and drawing out all the sickness and dis-ease within the body all of the trauma and negative thoughts and see it taking it out through your extremities, hands and feet and sweat glands and excretion systems, the blood being cleansed and white blood cells and red blood cells being produced in the bone marrow and all blockages of cholesterol being removed, lungs are filled with healing and all bronchi are renewed see the body and think to yourself, i am healthy and whole and all parts are back to their original form on my physical blueprint, and remember to continue to breath, see the stuff shaking loose, vibrating off and being released and expelled from your entire being and auric field. Running the blue light throughout all things within and outward of your field, healing to all things. Then pull this back and see a triangle with you inside of it, as you move the energy now upward over your face to the third eye, located between the eyes on the forehead. Envision the color purple here and the purple flame, see a curtain being pulled aside and the purple flame transmuting negative thinking and feelings transmuting you from being asleep to awake, opening up your minds eye and see all that can be seen in truth and clarity, see the veil being pulled back so you can see the truth of things. Sit and be with your highself while in the safety of this triangle, allow your mind to bring you what it might have to share with you now, and continue to breath. Deeply and slowly, relaxing your body, filling it with light, releasing all negative feelings and thoughts and transmuting them with the purple flame is there any points within your body you can still feel stress or tension, send light to it and release it through transmutation to a neutral energy or golden sparkles of light being taken to heaven for transmutation if you prefer. allow the third eye to bathe in this light and let your mind go where it will, let the spirit soar, now come back to you and move the energy up to the crown of your head. This is where the plates of the skull come together, or where a yamaka would be worn on the head. Envision the color white, see your skull open up like a lotus flower and light pouring out and up to the heavens, open wide and light being poured back into you, see all the colors of the rainbows as a waterfall of light washes over your entire being. Call all the parts of your energy that may have been taken or left behind to return back to you from all time lines and see that being added into the river and poured back into your being, running that light all through the chakras and body and down through your feet to the core of the planet for cleansing. Continue to breath deeply, now see that purified energy return up through your entire body back up to the heavens, like a circular flow through out your aura and body and spirit let that light flow like the river filling your being and cleansing you, continue to breath, listen to the breath, and the feelings you are currently experiencing, what messages you might be hearing in your thoughts, what pictures are coming to your mind, what emotions are being stirred and where are you feeling them in your physical body. Just relax, and breath, in through the nose , tongue on the roof of the mouth and hold and slowly exhale…. when you are ready, i want you to start coming back into your body, and feeling your senses physically, when i count to three you will be wide awake and refreshed and re vitalized and clear thinking…continue to breath….you are coming back now….. slowly waking up ……. one you are more clear in your thinking…..two…..your body is full of energy and spunk……three….you are now fully awake and aware and happy and at peace. Please now shake all of your hands and clap and shake your feet and legs, get the blood moving, rotate your neck and shake your shoulders and stretch your back…..please be sure to drink at least three glasses of water in the next hour to help the body remove the toxins which were released during this cleansing meditation and thank you so much for allowing me to share with you this wonderful tool which Spirit shared with me years ago. I hope that you find this helpful in the future. This is one of the meditations I will be including in my book, ” The Lightworkers Handbook, 101″ Due to be released later this year.

Remember practice makes perfect, most people do not feel much when this is first being practiced this thing called meditation, some have trouble with mind chatter, and others feel that they cannot breath right, but in time I promise you this tool becomes like air to you, and you need it and it feels wonderful. Eventually you master it and only need take breaths a few and you achieve the same feeling. Taking time for you even if for five or ten minutes a day, is absolutely necessary to feeding yourself. To being a good parent to yourself, to being a good friend to yourself. To loving yourself. This is critical to “get” for your survival in the future as the frequencies begin to do their thing. Some of you may have your own chakra clearing meditation you do, but however you do it, what ever works for you, just remember this is one of those basics that needs to be done daily and sometimes several times a day if you are dealing with people a lot. I will get into other ways of helping to clear your energy fields and chakras as we get into spiritual baths and water. But for now, this concludes our blog entry for today on meditation. Blessings to each and everyone of you! Please be sure to tune into Illuminations of Light LIVE! with Joshua James, founder of Sedona Lights Radio Network, this Tuesday Night 9pm MST on blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight! Don’t miss out on this interview as we discuss many things, including Joshua’s time in Brazil at the Casa with John of God. It should be a great show! Love, and light, peace and blessings I bid you a good day!

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