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Greetings and salutations!, One and All. It has been some time since I have written as I have been undergoing a time of transformation and change and have been focused on that. However, as I sit here tonight on this full moon Sunday and thru til today, I feel inspired to share with you all some of the experiences I have noticed to be consistent in people this past few months. **this message took a few days to get down on paper, please forgive the bouncing of topics, I wrote as I got it….part of the process of getting messages for me. Thanks for your understanding. 

One is that almost all those who are awake are undergoing major transformations on all levels of life. Most have felt some relief since the first of the year as the golden light of Creator’s Love pours into our atmosphere and planet. We are filling some of the now empty spaces of our lives with things that are more in alignment with our growth and preparation for the future waves of change. Yet others are still feeling like a continuation of the end of the year energies have followed them into this year. Usually an indication that we are holding onto something yet not completed within that cycle that must be released prior to moving to the next levels so to speak.

Some of the things I want to cover is symptoms, issues, time / memories thru the hour glass, potentials, inner work. The trees and energies and beings which are coming to help, fairie world etc. Collaboration and cooperation essential to eliminate competition and separation.

One of the things that I think all people have noted is time is speeding up. Things are happening much more quickly then some are truly prepared for. I know for myself, time has been playing tricks with me for several years now. Some of what I can share with you is this, we have the ability to slow down or speed up time as we need it to within our own lives or within the moments of now. A couple of ways to envision this, see yourself in a bubble and you see like traffic coming towards you on the other side, begin to take a step backward from where you are standing only just slightly not completely and this will slow things down, if you begin to step forward it will speed up. Another method is to envision time as a linear line and you can fold time, much as described in the classic book, “A Wrinkle In Time”. Bringing the fold lines together will quicken the time to travel from point a to b, seeing it as already together see it separating to slow it down. I have played with this many times on long trips, making it from point a to b in half time.

We have to slow things down in our mind to reflect it on the outside programming. Life experiences are played out on a holographic program. We can interject to go fast or slow speed.

The exception to this, currently, is that people have been experiencing lapses of time. Where they are feeling like they are traveling outside of this reality into another and they are not realizing or functioning in this reality and cannot remember where or how long its been until they look at a clock or realize that their television program is over to measure how long they have been missing.

There is a great deal to be said about this time we have the honor of experiencing, and truly, I cannot put it all into words to accurately describe ALL of the things I am and have experienced up to this point. I can only offer that which I think I can.

Being in a human suit, we find ourselves, for some of us a new experience, others old hat, that of limitation or the belief of limitation. Our density here in the 3rd dimension and also into the 4th, is a very heavy frequency, and therefore more is required to maneuver in our physical world. One of the ways, on an intuitive and physical level, that I can feel that we are in fact experiencing some dimensional warbles at best, is the air around me. There are times when things seem to be moving in slow motion or like it’s cumbersome to do simple things like wash the dishes or do mental work, this I describe as walking in plasma or as my friend describes being in jello and trying to move around. There are other times when the air is completely heavy and like my immediate personal energy space is being weighted down like an anvil on my bubble or lead shoes on my feet, I am very aware of being earth bound like a stronger then normal magnetic pull on my being. There are other times when the colors of the area around me, the sky the sun, the mountains and trees seem to appear almost surreal and in different hues, colors I have never seen them be, pinks, blues, very bright white, and green, or a lavender hugh, not at times when you would expect your eyes to see such changes, sunset or sunrise, but the middle of the high noon sun! Then there are moments of complete silence, like the world just stopped around me, and the normal backround noises are not there! Then you breath and all is back to normal. Usually in these moments there is a physical response to this in the form of a woozy or light headed feeling or a sense of losing one’s balance. The need to hold onto a counter or a wall or a chair, to compose yourself. Too, there are moments when there is a newness and freshness and love and harmony and clarity when you can breath and it’s like someone opened a window after being cooped up in stuffy rooms! A strange contentedness that overcomes ones being even though you would normally be freaking out stressing or crying over your circumstances. A feeling that all will be ok as long as you go along with the flow of life. It’s a very odd feeling when it comes because it’s like looking in the mirror at the more perfected you but the new energy still feels a bit awkward and uneasy until it assimilates itself with us.

Some of the physical symptoms associated with these changes are related to the magnetics bouncing around on the planet. Most if not all things are tied into the magnetic grid system on this planet. This includes humanity. We are psychologically and physically reacting to the current pole shift changes and the photons we are being slammed with as we approach the milestone of 2012.

Physically you may feel the following:

  1. More body aches and pains in unusual places.
  2. Ringing in the ears, or toning.
  3. Headaches
  4. Vision problems
  5. Digestive issues/ Eating pattern changes
  6. Sleeping more or way less then usual
  7. Increased Dreaming, with strange dreams
  8. Sinus/Throat Issues
  9. Times of instant lethargy and need to sleep
  10. Low energy for no reason
  11. Hyper-Sensitivity in senses and skin, ie: hearing way better then usual, noises are more intense and can be deafening.
  12. Attention deficit issues, unable to focus on any one thing for more then a few moments.
  13. Fogginess in the brain, unable to keep a clear thought for more then a moment.
  14. Forgetfulness, loss of time.
  15. Mood swings, experiencing the waves of emotion, then being totally fine and then back to another wave and then totally fine.
  16. Increased psychic activity.
  17. Panic attack symptoms without cause.
  18. Difficulty breathing or forgetting to breath.
  19. Decreased immunity system issues.
  20. Hot and cold flashes.

I am sure that there are a few that I have missed and you can fill in what your own personal experiences have been. On the flip side there are moments when I am filled with love, energy and vitality and in those moments I accomplish the feats of a hundred people I feel. There is always balance.

Really a lot of what we are facing is things in our lives that no longer serve us are prevalent in our realities in a plethora of ways, we must look at and deal with the issues as they present themselves and move thru them as quickly as possible in order to move forward and allow new information or energies into our lives or experiencing them differently. The key to beginning the process is noticing the patterns, and identifying how they have served us, what did we learn, and then forgiving and releasing. How you do this processing and understanding is going to be as unique as you. There are many books out there on how to process and many methods if you google it I am sure you will find a wonderful selection of what you are looking for.

Many people who are not wanting to experience these shifts in body are leaving, if their physical beings are not wired right the frequency increases will cause the heart to just stop and they exit immediately with no waiting time to otherside, this is unusual as they normally stick around til the funerals, but they are not. So we will continue to see mass exodus of spirits from this plane. 

The idea of leave it all behind, the old ways of thinking will not apply so much in the new realities. Way easier said then done. Take it in baby steps. Focus on one thing at a time. Be gentle with yourself and try to find the balance of time that works for you.

Other things that you may begin to notice is things like putting an object in a particular place and coming back and it’s gone, absolutely no where to be found, you come back a day or two later, or hours in some cases and it’s sitting right where you thought you left it, or at times in a completely different location. This is losing things in the vortex, as I like to call it. It’s like we are moving through various dimensions and we come back to that place in the time line eventually and things are as we left them. In this same genre one can also access the other aspects of yourself, dopplegangers in some people’s terms, aspects of ourselves which are experiencing different realities, simultaneously, and therefore, like the original divine creative source we too are experiencing all things, all possibilities in a multitude of dimensions and realities, but this one, the one we exist in is like the mothership, they all tag back to the now moment. We can cross those normal barriers at the moment because of the waves, like standing in the ocean at foot level and the waves come in and hit your knees. Same idea applies with the various realities, the veils are thinning on all levels, we can see them sometimes, shadows out of the corner of our eyes, people who are not there, some might mistake as a ghost but in reality is a person existing in another dimension where they cannot see us but for a moment at the peak of the wave or the ebb we see them.

The collective beings, are communicating with us through all means possible. Animals too, as well as the other kingdoms of this planet, plants, birds, finned ones, all are going through this and are working with humans who will hear them in how we can prepare, where to go, how to get along and be in harmony, we have received messages to lie on our stomachs and connect to the mother and tell her how grateful we are to her and how not all humans are parasites, some want her love to continue, that we agree to make the shift with her and shift within ourselves, tell her how you have released and forgiven and ask her to forgive as well. Sending her love and healing and support. I give thanks each and every day and when I am in the throws of an anger wave or a sadness/despair wave, I do this, sit and pray and give thanks for all that I have in my life, great and small, for the experiences I get good and bad for they help my being grow. Ask for strength to endure what waves may come, and ease and grace as they do. I call upon angelics, God, Jesus, Ancestors, Committees, and Councils, whomever I am guided to in the moment I am in need, with humility and understanding that this is a team effort and for the highest good of all concerned. Sometimes these waves, make me so sad and in so much agony in my heart, that I beg to go home and a tiny voice tells me to hold on and the waves will pass to rest when they do. I listen, and they do.

Things I do when I need to be quiet and still and go within myself:

  1. Coloring is one of my best ways to rechannel negative energy and thoughts.
  2. Music, there is something about it  that can transmute any negative thinking or mood that needs an adjustment, pure joy exists here.
  3. writing-journaling out or writing letters to people that I may be trying to work through til I can get to the point of gratitude for their role in my learning my lesson.
  4. exercise/cleaning- this is always a great way to work out anger and or resentment or excess energy that may build up from being still too long. I find I can get clearer thinking and better rest when I do something physical, and when I am feeling out of control or life circumstances are , cleaning helps me feel like this is something I can control, my environment.
  5. talking things out with friends. – I have a hard time dumping on people my problems because no one really likes another to do that to them. However, if you do not abuse it, friends are great sounding boards if you approach it as “ I need to vent, please just listen do not comment or hold it I just need to vent” and if the friend is a true friend they will allow this for you as you would do for them if they too were in that state of mind.
  6. doing things differently= this can include positive affirmations, giving yourself what you expected another to do for you, going for a drive or to a new place, taking a class or seeking a club to join.
  7. catching yourself when you are falling into past or present or things that could have been or should have happened, those things really take us out of the now moment and take away from what we could be doing now. Cannot change the past, no control over others, only how we respond or react, what can you do right now that you can be successful at and what will have to wait.
  8. Surrendering those things we have no control over to your higher power or the universe. Trusting that what you need will be there in the perfect time, and that which is taken away, is done so for your lesson or higher good. ALLOWING the flow of life to unfold instead of forcing it.
  9. meditation- a must daily, cleaning chakras, grounding, praying, giving thanks, paying attention to all things for messages from your higher self and guides.
  10. taking care of you- this means what you eat, what you feed your spirit and your mind will manifest, taking time to nurture yourself, realize that we must do for ourselves what we expect the outside world to give us. Loving yourself, healing yourself, talking with yourself, instead of seeking it outside from others. We suffer less disappointment and hurt this way. There are no limits, its subjective.

Do not waste time, open your mind, seek the answers to the questions. Do not take other people’s words for it as gospel, do your homework and look for other sources or opinions always, form your own opinions based on facts you know or find for yourself. There are always two sides of the coin in duality. Remember to remain unattached to things for things change good or bad rapidly in these final days. Just BE.

Our planet is going through both a physical pole shift and a polarity pole shift right now. The weather patterns are going to change quickly and we are going to see alot of hurricane/typhoon, earthquake/tseunami, and volcanic action this year as the sun continues to pound the magnetic grid, fish and birds dying and beaching because the magnetic grids which have been there for aeons are not there anymore and that is why they are dying and losing their way. Even the plants are confused, I have spring flowers almost full grown in January, birds that should not be here are here in the winter, bees everywhere flying around like its April. There are many signs of the pole shift in motion if we look. 

We are going through the eye of the needle, and doing a galactic flip, our galaxy now in the northern hemisphere will be in the southern, i have seen visions of two suns and three moons. our star system is totally different and all astrology etc has to be re written for the future generations. I see many on star ships and other planets they call home, others going through star gates which take them to farther places. yet others blink out in Merkabah suits to the celestial realms. All beings working together as the transition completes itself in 25-35 years. I’m not sure how it all goes down but I have seen bits and pieces of it and I know others out there have as well. Lets put all our pieces together and see what are the same and what is new. We then get a bigger picture or more of it then before. The fighting and competition and control must cease, we must cooperate and respect the differences, agree to disagree, but agree to work for the common goal of humanity and this planet our Mother and all upon her. Work together and we accomplish great things, remain separate and divided we fall. 

These things we are experiencing now will be a dream in a far away memory, looking thru the hour glass the 3d and its ways and memories are already in the past, soon to be forgotten by all, then those things of now will follow, only the new reality of the 5th will survive. So see these things of peace, total healing for yourself and all people on all levels. what we put out comes back. I am whole, I am happy,  I am healed,  I am well again. See it! Believe it!  

Seek your peace however you can. Detach from material things and ways, money is going away, think in small communities how to help each other if it all went away. Prepare but do not fear, for you are prepared. Think in terms of humanity not us or them, our alien brothers and sisters are on their way to help, to intervene in the catastrophes we have brought upon our planet and ourselves. Trust it, believe it and send love to all who are still in denial or disbelief that they will waken and see the truths being revealed at a rapid rate. Pray that our leaders feel peace in their hearts, not war.

Remember, this has already all been done, peace does win. Love does win. We have to clear the old to make room for the new to be built.

In Love and Oneness of Heart my brothers and sisters, I share these experiences and thoughts in the hope that you will feel not crazy or alone in a very chaotic time. Balance, be centered as best you can, stay in forgiveness, love and gratitude and this will ease the waves.

Namaste. 

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Greetings and Salutations One and All! This week we have quite a treat for all of you! Jack Allis is back! He will start off our month long focus on the feminine divine! Jack’s an amazing being! You will surely be blessed by this man and his incredible knowledge. We will be focusing on the feminine divine and rituals and how the two interplay in the shifts today. Happy Beltaine to our pagan brothers and sisters!

Here is a link to Jack Allis’ homepage Click Here . To hear our last interview with Jack Click Here .

For more bio info on Jack Allis see our previous close up on Jack Allis from February 2011 Click Here .

We had the pleasure of meeting Jack at the Conscious Life Expo in person, and you know, he is more delightful in real life! Very down to earth and personable! You are just going to love him! If you missed out on the last interview, be sure to make tomorrow night a date at 9pm MST on blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight.



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Greetings and Salutations One and All! We had an amazing show last night! We had such a wonderful conversation with this very down to earth man, it was definitely memorable to say the least! He was truly in great form and easy going! Here’s a bit more about this amazing man and his work! We thank Druvalo and his amazing staff,  for a wonderful experience of a lifetime! Hugs to you both!

Drunvalo Melchizedek reintroduced Sacred Geometry to the world in a manner that it is understood by most people.
He was also the first person in modern times to geometrically and mathematically describe the living breathing
Meer-Ka-Ba to the world. The 55/60 foot, tetrahedron, light body that surrounds the Human body.
He has brought to the attention of the world the sacred space of the Heart
and through the sacred space, the connection to the creation process.
Once lived, that person understands how everything in the universe came to be,
which gives them the means to reach into higher consciousness and human potential.

Drunvalo graduated from UC Berkley with a degree in fine arts, and a minor in physics and mathematics.
He has written four books, which are described in over 100 countries in a vast number of languages.
He founded the Flower Of Life  Facilitators Program, which taught his work in over 60 countries with 350 teachers.
He has been on television, radio, web casts, consciousness conferences, magazines, newspapers and written about
in other books all over the globe. Drunvalo is a world traveler, personally teaching in about 70 countries.
He now is creating a new teaching system that will be introduced into the world July of 2011.

We were honored to have Drunvalo on the show! If you missed it, here is the archive links so you can hear it, it was truly amazing! What a pleasure to speak to this personal hero of mine.  Click here!

This man’s work never ceases to evolve and he is for sure the real deal. As with all of us, he is on this incredible journey we call life. Always beautiful, always simple. Enjoy the interview! It’s well worth the listen!Visit our website at  www.illuminationsoflight.com or click here to see our guest star page on Drunvalo.

Here are some youtubes as well you might enjoy!

Part I

Part II

In Love n Light,

Kimberly

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Greetings and Salutations One and All! I do hope that you all have had a wonderful week and will continue to do so! We have an amazing guest for you this week! This man is by far the grandfather of all we know about “Crop Circles”. He has authored many books, he had toured the world with his lovely wife and spoken on this topic all over the world! We had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Andrews and he graciously accepted to speak with us on the show. WOW! What an honor! I have followed this man’s work for many years! I practically grew up with his work! So we are extremely excited to be able to speak with him!

You can find out more about Colin on his official website at www.colinandrews.net

Here’s a bit more information on our amazing guest!

Colin is best known for his research into the crop circle & UFO subjects since 1983. He provides the only continuity between the past crop circle research era and the present, along with his friend and colleague, Busty Taylor.  His long view of both the genuine phenomenon and the human-made phenomenon provides unique insight into the subject. His research results indicate the intelligence behind the phenomenon is interacting with both crop circle researchers and many of the people who make the hoaxes.

He has publicly stated since the late 1980s, that the phenomenon indicates a future period of human chaos. The period indicated, supported by current trends, can be changed with human awareness. He also believes there are serious eco-political implications and that the future direction of the planet is at the center of the phenomenon.

In the final analysis Andrews believes the phenomenon is challenging people to a higher level of consciousness.

Some native elders agree with Colin’s assessment which is supported by the 2012 Mayan Prophecy. His latest book, written with his wife, The Complete Idiots Guide to 2012 covers this connection.

Colin’s 25-year investigation continues with growing urgency for openness and honesty in government and private research, respect for divergent opinions, and co-operation between investigators in all areas.

Colin is an accomplished professional photographer, who has been invited to show his photographs in art galleries across the United States, including the Philadelphia Art Museum and the Cortland Jessup Art Gallery in Provincetown, Cape Cod. One spectacular photograph of Princess Diana and Prince Charles on their honeymoon was presented to the Queen and to this day also hangs in the Mayors Parlour at Romsey, England – the home town of Prince Charles uncle, Lord Louis Mountbatten of Burma.

Colin Andrews is an electrical engineer by profession and was a principle official in British Regional Government during the 1970s and 80s.  He became involved in the crop circle mystery in 1983 when he saw an arrangement of five circles in a wheat field near Winchester, England. Intrigued by the engineering aspects, he began investigating the circles with Pat Delgado, a retired NASA engineer and Busty Taylor a light aircraft pilot.

During his years of research he advised Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher’s cabinet on the mystery, supervised the largest crop circle surveillance project in 1990 named “Operation Blackbird,” and amassed the largest data base in the world on the subject. Operation Blackbird was an effort to film a genuine crop circle forming. It was sponsored by BBC and Nippon television and was authorized to take place on Ministry of Defense land and with British Army assistance.

In 1996 Colin was asked by Laurance Rockefeller to provide information for the Rockefeller Initiative.  The Initiative provided the United States government with the “best available evidence” regarding UFOs with the purpose of opening public dialogue. Colin continued to receive funding in 1999 from Laurance Rockefeller to conduct a two year investigation into crop circle hoaxing. He put together a team who studied the construction patterns of man-made crop circles that had been commissioned by various commercial and media interests. In addition, members of his team infiltrated several circle-making groups uncovering new information regarding the level of anomalous phenomena experienced by the hoaxers while making circles.

Using man-made circles as a base, Andrews studied the formations that appeared in England throughout 1999 and 2000. His research data brought him to the unpleasant conclusion that 80% of all the circles he studied showed “unassailable” signs of being man-made. The remaining 20% showed all the signs of being part of the genuine phenomenon he had encountered 20 years earlier.

The publication of this data was largely rejected at the time. Today, the majority of honest, unbiased researchers have come to believe the truth of Colin’s assessment.

Colin and his wife, Synthia have traveled around the world meeting with indigenous leaders, seeking to understand the larger picture of the crop circle phenomenon.

Colins website: http://colinandrews.net.

Here is a few videos from YouTube …

 

Be sure to tune into the show tonight at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight at 9pm MST. We will see ya’ll there!

 



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Our Own Petitelion Has Some Wisdom About How To Deal With Loneliness!!!

 By: Lianna Giovannoni

      It is highly improbable that anyone ever would decide to wake up one morning and declare to the universe to God “Let there be loneliness! Please God bless with the miracle of loneliness or ask for loneliness as they wish upon a star! Loneliness is not an item on anybodies “bucket list”( things they want to experience before they die) No loneliness is not one of those things that people find and are willing to die for or take an oath for ,devote their lives to. It is never included in a small child’s silent prayer before bedtime. There are no monuments, walls, plaques, etc. that have been erected in honor of loneliness, no encouraging or patriotic or devoted slogans for loneliness(Give me Loneliness or give me Death!LOL).Loneliness is relegated to stories and poems and those are referred to as tragedies or tragic poems.(Dictionary meaning: a medieval narrative poem or tale typically describing downfall of a someone. or a story,poem or play that ends in some misfortune., a serious drama typically describing a conflict between the protagonist and a superior force (as destiny) and having a sorrowful or disastrous conclusion that elicits pity or terror , the literary genre of tragic dramas, a disastrous event ( calamity misfortune). Yes, there are poems and stories etc. that use lonely or loneliness to describe something like the look of a tree or the sound of bird, like ” the only thing on this remote mountain were just clouds and lonely pines, or the only thing that could be heard in the dark was the lonely call of the owl”. The use of lonely or loneliness as a descriptor is probably one of it’s most positive attributes.

     Loneliness is worse than sad. Sad is an integer to the formula of loneliness, such as sad+(bleakness/desolate/alone)= loneliness or sadness x 2=loneliness….in other words lonely has sad in it. It is a darkness that eats you from the inside out.

     Alone is not lonely…Alone just means that you do not have company. Whereas lonely is an constant ache of absence, one that even if you are surrounded by people you feel isolated, alone, bleak, desolate, imprisoned by some invisible wall. Loneliness lays dormant in everyone of us waiting for the right catalyst to wake it up and begin to thrive and grow. There are an infinite amount of catalysts out there, as many as their are feeling creatures and beings in the universe. No one or no living feeling, thinking, being or creature is immune. Although some seem not to suffer from it’s grip as much but they do not have a complete immunity. I’ve even seen pets express loneliness and sorrow, like when on owner dies or when another of the household animals die or leave. I, personally watched with my pets this , we had a male and a female Siamese cats that were pretty much raised together, and when the slightly older male passed away,the female literally cried, would not eat, and even pulled out big patches of her own fur out. She would go each day for weeks to each of the heat register looking for him (for the last 3 years or so of the male cat Robert had a touch of arthritis and would lay on those to loosen his stiff muscles in the morning or when it was very cold weather) she would look for him and she would see he was not there, she would look up at me with such a sadness in her eyes and in her body language and she would let a sad wail that sounded almost like a young woman crying out in loneliness, despair. It was heart wrenching, she would not let anyone console her or touch her.

     Loneliness can not only come from loosing someone thru death, or absence but from a perception that no one can understand or relate to you or that you don’t fit in for some perceived belief or story that you told yourself that somehow you are different or less than and that no one is there that wants or would desire to share life with you experiencing all of life’s ups and downs, no one to share the joys and sorrows, no one that would or could understand you or would share or care the same opinion as to what you consider significant. That there would no one to make memories with that you can share together later no one to enjoy the little things in life with. Sometimes when there is a loss of a person you life such as a life partner, husband/wife or a best friend that you shared all of those things with for a long time, when they are no longer in your life due to death or a breakup because of that loss and the grief that comes from that it may seem to you that you will never be able to find anyone to fill that space in life the void left from those kinds of loss can create such a deep grief that it creates a wall of despair and an over the top feeling alone. Because of that deep loss because of the grief a very pervasive and unique type of loneliness ensues and nothing or no one will be able to change that sense of aloneness the grief of the loss the darkness the sadness that is gripping you, except for going thru your grieving process and the healing effect of time.

     Loneliness can also awaken and grow when you feel so different from those around you that you convince yourself to believe that there will never be anyone for you. You can experience and create a prison of loneliness when you perceive that an impenetrable barrier exists between you and everyone else due to language and/or cultural differences or you moved to a new area where you don’t know anyone or if you suddenly get ill or disabled or anything that you perceive as a barrier between you and other people.

     First of all like I mentioned before, alone is not lonely. A lot of times, alone is what is preferred,wanted and sometimes what is needed. It is important to be comfortable with your own company and to be confident that you are a complete whole individual rather than feeling that you are not enough or that you are incomplete. Sometimes alone is necessary for your mental and/or physical well being. Alone gives us the best way to get perspective for yourself to gain clarity on life decisions , be alone with your thoughts gives us time to meditate, process things or events, gives the opportunity to quiet the chatter of your conscious mind to reduce stress, connect with your higher self or with the Higher power, to ground yourself,or just to have sometime to not be distracted or influenced by others to just to get to know your true nature without any input from others.

     Back to lonely now….First of all I want to say “YOU ARE NOT YOUR EMOTIONS YOU ARE NOT YOUR STORY! AND ALWAYS BE PRESENT!”. Having made those statements I want you to understand that I will be clarifying those shortly, so just keep them in your mind to the side. It will come together just bear with me thank you. What I am about to say can be applied to any emotional response but we are discussing lonely at the moment so if you find yourself asking the question “what about sad, or anxious just substitute the appropriate word for the word lonely okay? So here goes nothing!! Lonely is an emotion that you tied to the story you told yourself or bought into from someone else that your ego told to respond with to with the current situation that you seem to be experiencing at the present time. If we realize before you respond to the ego’s advice that all the emotions is just a list of emotional responses that you have available to choose from as the emotional response to the situations that you perceive you are experiencing as you move thru each moment in your life. Yes Virginia “YOU CHOOSE WHAT EMOTION YOU WANT TO FEEL in response to your perception of the reality of the situation that you are experiencing ” not the other way around. I know right now most of you are saying to yourself (I can’t help what I feel, I control what I feel they just happen, they just are! Yes, I know it may seem that way, because most of us for most of our lives our ego and all the other egos that you have been around throughout your life from the time of your birth, the ones you learned from and emulated as you were growing up have led you to believe (thru no fault of their own) and reinforced over and over one of the great human untruth list is that “We are at the mercy of our emotions” That they own you, they are calling the shots as to your emotional responses. Well guess what? That is the human ego’s ploy to get you to keep you believing that it is real so it can continue to exist and be in control keep you trapped by fear which creates resistance to soul expansion and to create a prison, to put a barrier to blind you to the truth so to speak and continue to buy into the falsehood, the false perception of the reality of your true nature, to state that plainly… to continue the illusion of “That you are at the mercy of your emotions and the story you tied them to, that you don’t have a choice in the matter”! Now, I’m not saying that people and situations, and old programs that you bought into for one reason or another don’t make it hard to choose a more positive emotional response. Let me just briefly give you a side note to this. I want you to understand that with the aforementioned “old programs that you bought into” It is nobody’s fault that you bought into that there was some wrong doing or error in discernment or that you are “stupid and should have known better!”, that is not it at all. It is just one of those human challenges that all of face so that we learn and grow and evolve. It is built into the system of the human process of growth. No one is exempt, no one has the knack or talent to not buy into old programming, because when you bought into them they were necessary for your survival at the moment but once they are loaded onto your hard drive it is difficult to know when or to remember to delete them. Know this “EVERYONE IS CHALLENGED BY THIS AND HAS THE SAME DIFFICULTY AS YOU IT IS JUST PART OF LIFE!” so “DON’T BEAT YOURSELF UP FOR IT PLEASE”!!!! It is just one of those things that is a standard catalysts for all beings to challenge us to learn and adjust and change things in the present so that we can have the opportunity to expand our souls, evolve as spiritual beings having a human experience. Bottom line,it is just part of life!Just like when we grew to adults from being children the average person’s bones lengthen and grow larger, and in puberty we get hair in places that we didn’t have as children, it is just part of becoming, well so is the program buying into thing. Again you are not your story nor are you your emotions. Anyone who tries to tell you or convince differently ….This is what I have to say to them….QUACK! Yes quack! Check this out, your emotions are yours! Yes folks, those puppies are yours to command! Yes, you too can choose what to feel as a response to stuff! Like I said before things, situations and people may make it more difficult to choose a positive emotional response, but with some effort and practice you can do it. As with anything that you learn, especially when it comes to changing old habits, old programs that we have used forever that really in the present do not serve us anymore it takes a minute to become successful at right away. Be patient with yourself do your best to remember to make the effort to slow yourself down, take a breath and as you do this stop the auto pilot decision making process and stop and take the time to think and ask yourself,”How can I stay in the present and choose a best emotional response for what I am truly experiencing now?…not based on what you responded to a similar story from your past that ego is trying to convince you still are but, on who you truly are from you true nature, from your high self, now in this present moment.With the intent of doing it for the highest good for yourself and the highest good of all. It does get easier as you go along and each time you remember to do this the closer you come to do it effortlessly and with a 100% success rate, and really you will be surprised that it will happen easier and quicker than you think! You may be asking yourself,” well how does this apply to loneliness? ” well, I will tell you. When you sense it creeping in and ego begins it’s existence saving dance running it’s jib in your head, trying to convince you to buy into it’s sales pitch. Take the time to look at the story or thought processes or beliefs behind why you are leaning towards choosing lonely as your emotional response, why this emotion is tied to the story why the ego is trying to convince you that this is the response that you need so desperately(from ego’s perspective) to respond with, why this present situation triggered ego to know it is time to get it’s licks in, why ego needs you to respond this way, what is ego’s motive and how this particular? response helps ego to maintain it’s illusionary existence? Ego is like when you were a kid and you had an imaginary friend that keeps sabotaging and causing trouble and because no one else can see them you get blamed for it’s pervasive behavior. Ego like the imaginary friend is forever trying to convince you that it is real, like Pinocchio before the fairy godmother got to him-he is not real and never will be , he will only able to fool you into thinking it is real and that you are the puppet! Well it is time to take back your throne be the ruler of your reality! It is time to pinch yourself and wake up and see that you aren’t the puppet and ego the puppeteer that you are the master puppeteer and ego is the wooden puppet! You are the creator and the master and ruler of your emotions and ego, they are to do your bidding, they are your subjects and not subject to them! When you are suffering with loneliness or that the situation that you are participating in is one that perhaps the all time best scenario for loneliness to thrive and grow and in the present moment you are not able to see a way out from your current perspective reality, that there could no other choice for you. Stop and without hesitation but with complete faith that no matter what things seem like it is truly an illusion do not believe it for one second!!!!!Tell loneliness to get out of town take a long walk off a short pier, take a hike! Turn and face it and see that it is just an illusion. Find your voice… use your imagination and create for yourself a much better reality for yourself by pulling yourself out of the illusion and create the new true perception of reality in your mind. Realize that emotions and stories come and go. Nothing stays the same, things change all the time, nothing is static. Even if it seems to you that it is the lowest worst moment of loneliness of sadness in the world and that is no way out of it could never ever change…Stop, breath, look at the story behind all of that fear, all the loneliness that you tied to that story, or belief/thoughts that aren’t you , are not in the present not your true nature, just not real and pull yourself out of your illusionary perspective and change your perspective to one that serves you better in this present moment, even if it is to incorporate this thought, It won’t be like this forever it will change because nothing is static. Maybe Close your eyes and hold on to that little bit and release the emotion(loneliness) as the emotional response to the present perspective of the situation . Say out loud if you want or just think it, it works either way, it is your coloring book your crayons, I Release it , let it go – then look at some other more positive way to perceive the situation as to why you are experiencing this based purely in the present moment from your true highest self change it to perhaps as an example: Maybe if I see this as something as this situation isn’t about choosing this to be bad but rather a gift of the opportunity to find a better way see this situation as a plus rather than a negative, an opportunity to gain than a loss, that it is for you not against you. you could change this into you have the opportunity to become a hero and to receive blessings by sacrificing and experiencing a little discomfort so that someone else will get an opportunity to get the chance to expand their soul their skill sets raise their vibration by getting a chance at to allow someone their chance to discern and choose to be compassionate, to recognize that one of their own needs their help , to motivate them to learn to be a better expression of God having a human experience, by motivating them to choose to become a more loving kind person, awaken them to their true nature, more of a true human being and discern and choose love and compassion recognize it is the time to give and transform themselves and receive blessings and grace which raises their vibration which raises the vibration of all humans. For your small sacrifice you not only do you get to be a hero and give someone a chance to receive blessings you get the chance to raise the whole humanity but you get to receive blessings and grace and to raise your self up which also does the same for all. So the point is look how much can be accomplished, look at the scope of the effect of just a small change in the way you choose to see things, change your perception of reality and your emotional response to things. It is so a win win win win situation for such a small amount of effort that it is just mind boggling for me. What a small thing to have to experience or that you have to put effort to accomplish so much.

So by changing in ways like this, taking that pause that moment, to slow down take that breath and adjust your perception of reality, let the old programming that no longer serves you go and eliminate that the loneliness story is tied to and choose a more positive emotional response to the present situation you become a big hero and everyone gets blessings.

     There are many surface ways to help you to accomplish these things to help with the changing your perceptions of reality of situations that you are experiencing with loneliness and it’s fertile ground for growth. Yes, surface ways, like joining a class that improves you, your body, your mind like yoga, or a class at your local junior college or something that you would like to see if it is something you might be interested in, there are many avenues for this such as local city town or rural community centers that offer adult classes at night or weekends etc. for things like arts and crafts, exercise, or dance, music, Internet and computer, parenting, golf, yoga and so on. These are good ways to break down some of the perceived barriers and to connect and meet people with similar interests. This a good way for humans to help prevent that fertile ground for loneliness. Some other surface ways are to join a spiritual group, or join a church or religious group of your own choice and persuasion, or create your own group of your choosing such as rock hunting, paranormal group, science, book reading, or whatever subject matter that floats your boat because I guarantee you aren’t alone in your interests. If you are sure how to find those people for the group[ you want to create, here are some tried and true suggestions for that issue. Advertise on your local bulletin boards in your local grocery stores etc, community centers, church and meeting centers, community colleges and adult education centers, freebie newspapers , or on the Internet sites like Facebook and Twitter or Crisis type sites. Volunteer for various charities in your community. If language is a barrier go to your local community centers and adult education centers or churches or spiritual centers and take a class in the pertinent language and from there you will find people with similar language barriers as you. If it is cultural thing, learn about the culture that you are living in, expand your being with knowledge and truth and with the knowledge you can understanding and release the fear and encourage tolerance in yourself and others or teach others about the truth of your culture which also helps others to release ignorance and fear and allows tolerance and compassion an understanding to grow. This not only helps to ward off the loneliness thing but it raises the vibrations for all. If you are disabled or are not able to go out and about, create a group that again is something that you are interested in or create a social network group of disabled or inside bound people or if you are elderly and are homebound etc. this social network group is applicable also, you can connect thru phone, or the Internet or something like Skype which is free thru the computer and you can have several people be able to meet virtually without ever leaving there residences. If you are able to each get an Internet video cameras for your computers you can actually see each other. Nowadays those kinds of things are fairly inexpensive and there are various federal, state and local programs that could help you. Don’t give up if you want to help yourself to choose something more positive this is a real good tried and true way to begin that process.When we take the initiative and realize we are the creators of our realities and do these little things it reaffirms to the universe what you want and need it is like an active prayer, it reaches into the Creator’s toy box and pulls out and brings to you the thing you want that is for highest good which with that intent brings the highest good of all. It brings the real magic that is in us by our birthright as the children of God. What it does, to put it another way, it allows you to connect and have the opportunity to find and share with you fellow human beings common interests and it changes the parameters of the situation and brings in the fertile ground for growth for the positive, breaks down your perception that there are barriers and replaces the barriers with clear smooth avenues to accomplish what just recently you perceived as impossible. This will make the growth of the possibility of loneliness less of a possibility to happen. I’m not saying it will eliminate it altogether at this moment of our existence but it will take it from a high and impossible to get over mountain to in the least a small hill that you face and if enough of us take this perspective it will a some point become a mere speed bump. It is however a step closer for all of us one day to make something that has been highly improbable to eliminate from the human experience to be eliminated within the human experience. All it takes is one person to tell or show one person and it will catch on and once again you can know that YOU ARE A HERO!

      So to recap for you, “You are not your story nor are you your emotions. Become aware and notice the story, the thoughts, the beliefs, the perception of reality that loneliness (or any negative emotions) that you have tied to those stories or beliefs. Release it. Take the moment to pause and take a breath ,and stop and think and decide and become aware change your perception of the reality of the situation, be present and choose the best positive emotional response ( and the list of all the positive is available for you to choose all the time with no exceptions!) based on who you truly are in the present moment. Play with them and discern the best one that serves you highest good and the highest good of all. Then congratulations are in order because you are now on the best and fastest road to becoming a hero in your own right to making loneliness(and if you apply that mind set to sad, despair, etc it will do the same for those) all those painful soul expanding and suffering causing catalyst for humanity evolving cease to exist in this current human experience(at minimize them enough that they are speed bumps instead of impossible to climb over mountains). For sure it is a fact it help you when it is your turn to experience those painful moments, you will be able to move thru them with the greatest of ease and grace and receive blessings for yourself and all humanity.

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Greetings and Salutations One and All!!! I do hope that the past week has treated you well and you have had a chance to apply some of our positive thinking techniques! Today I would like to focus a bit on our guest this week. She is an amazing lady, who I found directly by Spirit’s guidance. I was looking for information to support the 2012 blog entry and found a wonderful video posted by our guest on YouTube which I will include at the bottom of this page all of her videos posted from her channel there. Anyhow, I had to read her page and when I did, immediately I was inspired to contact her and see if she would be on our show! As good fortune has it she is in town this week doing seminars and graciously accepted our invitation to speak as our guest on Illuminations of Light LIVE!  I am so excited to get to know this lady better and hear what her insights are with regard to the shift and what her conclusions are after hearing all of these elders speak about it.

Cynthia Flores-Signet promotes esoteric wisdom found in indigenous cosmologies, ancient mystery schools and sacred histories.  She believes that these teachings of universal truth and disciplines for living in harmony with nature are crucial for humanity in this time now…to reconnect to all that we are…body, mind, soul and spirit.

Cynthia has devoted over two decades to extensive study and integration with indigenous medicine teachers of the Ancient Americas, wisdomkeepers of the Native American, Tolteca, Nahuatl, Mayan and pre-Incan traditions. She now shares these ancient wisdom teachings through ceremony, lectures and workshops, and facilitates spiritual pilgrimages to the earth’s most sacred sites. Cynthia lives in Chiapas, Mexico and is founder of ANCIENT WISDOM TEACHINGS. She is a special guest speaker on a national 2012 Mayan Wisdom on-line seminar hosted by Danion Brinkley (author of Saved by the Light), along with Carl Calleman, Jay Weidner, Sharon Rose, Patricia Cori and others!  Click here for more information! Also she will be offering a workshop called, “ Soul of a Woman, discovering the feminine divine” on April 10, 2o10
and Solstice Pilgrimage to the Pyramids of TEOTIHUACAN, MEXICO JUNE 17-22, 2010 ” Return of the Serpant Wisdom” for more information on this click here!


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Greetings and Salutations One and All! Today I would like to discuss the importance of positive thinking.  I would like to begin with positive thinking doesn’t mean a 24 hour a day thing, that would make you extreme and robotic and not human at all. The truth of it is, we are humanoids that experience emotions and encounters which trigger emotional responses so that we are given the opportunities to grow individually and as a group.  All things are energy. Nothing more or less. These energies are based in frequencies and when plucked can cause quite a reverberation for all universes to hear. This being said, energy of thought is like plucking that string or set of strings to make a harmonic sound or a chord if you will. Thus is the song of manifestation in the three D world.  When you send out a thought it goes out to the universe good or bad and it will respond to give you what you ask for. This ability is coming much faster then ever before. Understand that it is the thinking part which plucks the cord so it’s important that you cancel out negative thoughts as quickly as they come to your mind. Let them pass through and change them in golden light or purple light and give them to the heavens for transmutation.  Another lady recently said that she sees all her negative thoughts as she is standing next to a river as leaves fallen from the trees to the river of life and sees them floating down stream and transmuting in the water. That is another great visual. The concept here is to release the negative stinkin thinin from your being. When we send enough of these microcosmic negative thoughts into the collective consciousness we are creating energy to feed not such pleasant results. Of course we can diffuse it with the thinking of waves calming in the ocean to a gentle lap against the shores but it’s easier to just be aware of the fact that we feed those larger snowballs of negativity when we do not cancel it out.

Positive thinking in a world full of negative influences and banter is not an easy thing to do. We are programmed from a very young age to think negative thoughts about ourselves and the world around us. Children are not born with things like fear and anger, those things come as they learn from their own environments and the things we stimulate them with. So we have to basically re-think that far back our own thought patterns. Recognizing our own defense patterns and mechanisms. Recognizing when we are living our story and not our present. Recognizing when we are blaming instead of owning our own stuff. Being able to rise above all of that and come to a place of grace and forgiveness is a whole other story! But it is when we are able to come to these states of grace that we are no longer in conflict with the inner shadows of our human nature and programming. We are coming from a place of being and allowing that does not have conflict only peace and harmony and love.

It takes conscious effort to achieve this control over a very active mind and ego. These things are there for a purpose and they do serve us, however, they do not control us, we control it. The same is true of the emotional body. Positive thinking is a huge part of healing and beginning to come to a place of self love and centeredness.

I could go into all types of reasons on a physical body level why positive thinking is important, however in a nutshell our thoughts, music, words we hear or use, effect our DNA and genetic stuff as well as our overall well being. A recent interview I heard with Dee Wallace she puts an interesting spin on stuff, she said that when we experience trauma, that our feminine and masculine energies become imbalanced and freeze in a state of fear and we get stuck in that fear, her suggestion was to with love and gentleness and talk with your inner child let them know that you are in charge now and that you will keep them safe to follow you in expanding yourself to your greatest potential in a positive light and that you will keep that inner child safe. This is the ultimate trust and safety we can achieve, to trust ourselves. To move through and release and reprogram that we do not love ourselves or others. Forgiveness and grace around these situations. Remember that how things appear on the surface to wait and look beneath. There is lots of ILLUSION n delusion running amuck. Tricks upon the eyes and minds eyes so be aware and discern in love and joy whenever possible, see the best within all beings and things. Even the crystals are being affected so it is important that we keep a positive thought whenever possible, to dive into the negative lower vibrational only perpetuates it. So if you are feeling panicky or in a place of fear then think of a place of serenity. You can go to your happy place simply by taking a few deep breaths and thinking differently. Put a happy song in your ears, your mind, your heart and soul. Smile and think of happy things even when you are sad. Realize pain lies in dreams and the past, neither are the now. Know that you are loved and supported by many angels, guides and beings now and always. We control our thoughts and emotions, what do you choose. Release the expectations that people will do as they say see past where they are coming from fear and see the light within them as they too are growing and expanding in their awareness and consciousness, allow them to be and recognize it is theirs and you do not have to own it or pick it up and look at it unless you so CHOOSE. Smiles. I choose to be love. I choose to be joy. I choose to be expansion always in the light. I choose to see things in a different way and be ok that I am the way I am now in this moment.

Make it a great day everyone! Whenever you read this! There is no time like the present! LOL.

xox Kimberly

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