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Greetings and Salutations One and All! Today I want to talk about the energies that have been rolling around. Tyberonn gave a beautiful message this week about the upcoming hurricanes and tornadoes. Explaining this is the Earth’s natural way of moving around the electro magnetic energy that she has received from the recent solar flares. Again the messages coming through that we need to see a different outcome. If you are getting dreams and visions of unpleasant things, then in your mediation or prayers give thanks for bringing that vision differently and see its outcome with ease and grace and feed it love from the heart. See the earthquakes as rumbles not violent shakes, see the tornadoes as gentle breezes, see big waves as gentle waves lapping on the shore, keep the hurricanes out in the water and see them die down before they hit land or not hitting land at all. Just because we get a vision and we think there is nothing that we can do, there is! These things must transpire, they are part of the natural processes of distributing energies. But we can see less damages. To stop them completely as Tyberonn said stop the processes we need them to accomplish and all is in perfect order and alignment.

There has been another very interesting physical manifestation for my son and my friend, in that they had mysterious skin lifts. Meaning, it looked like the skin had been burned had a blister and the skin was removed but there was no burn. This was on the pads of the index finger, middle finger and thumb areas where the prints would be. My friend reports in the middle of the forehead and behind her ears she had the same occurrence and no burns that are recalled but the same new skin beneath. The energies seem to be renewing things in a cellular level which I find mighty interesting. Even the rain seems to be redistributing energy. It’s amazing to watch this going on from the outside. To see the energy waves as they come through and how quickly all parts play their cord and all is in perfect harmony, it’s truly a beautiful dance to watch.

So what I have been seeing is the Mercury retrograde doing its thing. People are hyper-sensitive, we have the sun doing the solar flare thing and messing even further with the electronics toys of the world then Mercury would normally do on it’s own. So if you find that you were slightly more agitated then usual or feeling there is a heaviness in the air and pressure weighing on your head this has been about the frequencies coming in.

There is a rumor that the planetary frequencies are sitting at a 9.6 mhz about the same as brain in meditation state. So again messages coming through to say get in alignment with the earth heartbeat and the connections of all things.

For many too there is this feeling of being woozy. Dizzy spells, out of nowhere. Sense of existing in surreal dimensional realities. Time has been warbling for some as well. slow then fast this sense of stop and go and yet a feeling of urgency. Many too are reporting unusual dreams in the past few days and difficulty getting steady sleep or the opposite very heavy sleep with no recall of anything but a feeling of heaviness, in some instances sadness and anger are reported upon waking for no apparent reason.

The ego is really getting put into the recorder position from the drivers’ position and I think there is a lot of resistance to releasing the old programming and the egos are going a bit over the top in some instances. I feel that we are getting lessons right now with fine tuning personality issues. Judgment and non judgment, equality and in-equality issues, the have’s and have nots and the class and culture clashes associated with that at the extremes. The polarizations are amazing to watch in the observer position. So many more people are awakening. It’s amazing to me truly.

I have found that it is critical to take time to connect with mother earth. Even if it’s just staring at the clouds and feeling the wind and hearing the breeze on the streets. Taking that moment to connect can keep you sane. Things are speeding up. The time lines keep shifting. It’s like playing twister, right arm, red! Yeah, the dance to keep up with being in the moment, being in a state of allowance and acceptance, a place of peace and tranquility.

We worked on our emotional bodies last month, this month our perceptions and now our personality traits. This Mercury Retro energy is working on the personality and perception zones. It’s really quite interesting to see how the energy is moving in, yesterday many on the west coast felt like they were under water, a pressure in the head and upper chakra areas, then the earthquake now today there is a lightness that is in the air. I have noticed though that with the weather, there have been more significant releasing in the jointed areas of the physical areas. I also feel like there is an excess of healing energy floating around right now and that it is available for all who want or need it to tap into.  For some who may be in what I call hot spots around the world, you may be experiencing what I call the plasmic sludge feeling. Where it feels like you are cutting through jello as you walk. Very heavy energies and sometimes with a static sound to them. I recommend heavy grounding if you are in these areas or experiencing any of these types of energetic feelings.

I have been saying for awhile now as has everyone else who is about getting the messages through, that we need to get back to basics right now. When we are coming off balance as the work to bring our frequencies up takes place. That means daily meditation, spiritual baths, artistic or creative outlets and exercise, music etc. Be thankful even in a state of chaos and turmoil, for in all things there is perfection and if we do this we change the perceptions and the “bad” feeling will pass more quickly. Not to shove it away, just allow it to pass more quickly.

I also try to get sunshine on my being every day. On cold days there are special lightbulbs that have the same “rays” effect. I also have  a box of sand that I put my feet into to help me ground to the heart of the planet. To give thanks everyday for all things in my life, to take spiritual baths, and smudge and sing and praise, to do kindnesses for other people, even though they may not deserve it. It is not easy this path of enlightenment. Sometimes I think that ignorance was bliss. Then again, I look how truly empty my world was and I am happy that I am awakened at least a little bit. To see the world through the eyes of a child, when wonderment is the norm not the occasional. A world of love and happiness and joy. Harmony with all things. It is possible.

A channeling came through while I wrote this blog. Here in it’s raw form is the auto write from the Councils of 9 and 12 of Light.

Stay true to the One in all things we must release the old ways and begin to build the new. When we do take the approach of the genious and put different pieces together and make something new out of it. See the world with love’s eyes and work together instead of competing.in the light we are all one and in love we beat together a perect harmonic symphony. You are the children of the Light and as such remember you are loved and remembered and never alone in the darkness of what seems to be an eternity we are here with you to support you and to jin with you in making these changes come forth. The sun is your lifeforce and it is going through its own changes currently  see it too as you do your own panet coming thorugh the birthing processes with ease and grace and what is for the highest good of all concerned. We are alway watching over your world and assisting as you are asking and we can interject we do so. There are new systems well old ones that are now reformed that are currentluy being activated on your planets inner core. know that there are beings like the animals who may react adversely for a moment to these pulses. We ask for your patience as there is much going on and being coordinated currently we remind you that there is a light at the end of this tunnel although it may seem far off things are speeding up nore quickly and for some on a physical level this may not always feel comfortable, as your inner core sludge is being released so are the manifestations to clear them being presented to you in your worlds and experiences. We ask you to remain in a place of love when fear begins to take over. Fear is your worst enemy and it is nothing to fear, transmute the energies through your being. We are here for you all you need do is ask. Release your old ideas and ways of thinking for they are no longer going to be allowed to exist so the less we resist the less it persists. Change is constant right now, so do not hold onto anything like water it all flows and ebbs from our realities and go with the flow. In love n light in oneness of heart and being. the councils of light join you.

Many Blessings xoxo Kimberly


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Greetings and Salutations One and All! We are so excited about this weeks guest! Nicole Lanning will join the angel to talk about her new book ” Practical Crystal Healing: 555 Tips and Techniques” and her school HealingArtForms.com and all the wonderful projects she is involved in currently.Tune in tomorrow 9pm MST on http://www.blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight an d visit our website http://www.illuminationsoflight.com for more information on our upcoming guests!

Here is a bit about Nicole!

About Nicole Lanning
Founder of Healing Art Forms Institute

Nicole Lanning is a natural born empath and psychic medium that has focused her
life on crystal, energy, and spiritual teachings. She is a household name in these
areas, aiming to change the world one random act of kindness at a time.
Nicole always knew she was different from other children growing up as an early
Indigo child and having a passion and love for crystals. She has transformed her
life, being raised in a very strict religious God-fearing background, into a
successful Spirit loving entrepreneur. She is the founder of Healing Art Forms
Institute and has dedicated her life to sharing her wisdom so that others may
grow and learn.

Her spirit guides had set her on an energetically enlightened pathway through
many different venues, such as being an Ordained Minister, Spiritual Life Coach,
Reiki Master Teacher, and a Certified Energy Healer.

Through her work now with crystal workshops, holistic teaching, spiritual healing, and over 60 of her own channeled energy forms, Nicole has been honored with accreditations
from the International Natural Healers Association and the World
Metaphysical Association.

Nicole is a dynamic speaker with an extraordinary story and a tremendous ability
to touch people’s hearts and souls. She is one to go above and beyond to help
explain what is going on at your very soul level, recognize and accept it for the
present here and now. She then works to help change your thinking and
incorporate energetic work to comfort the dis-ease your physical body is feeling at
an emotional level.

Using her connection with the spirit realm, her own intuition, and practical
wisdom Nicole’s workshops, seminars, and online home study programs have
reached clients from around the world to help learn, grown and change.

For more information on the Healing Art Forms Institute, please visit:
www.healingartforms.com

You can also find Nicole on Facebook, Twitter, Barnes & Noble, Amazon, YouTube, Ezine Articles!

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Greetings and Salutations One and All!!! Today is Earth Day. The day we celebrate our beloved Gaia! Here in Boulder they are coming out with all the stops! People wearing their rainbow gear and green hats planting trees and all kinds of celebrations all over town.

The energies out there are very polarized and people have been in weird head spaces all week. We are under the influences of Mercury Retro and it’s definitely having it’s affect.

I guess the most important thing or thought I would like to share with everyone today is to remember to come from a place of love and understanding. People are out of sorts and we need to remember tolorance. Hatred and gossiping is just so old energy! Help promote tolerance in your neighborhoods. We are the HUMAN RACE we come in many shapes sizes and religions. We all have the equal right to be on this planet and experience our lives. To push hatred is only hurting yourselves in the long run. So focus on how you can encourage support of all of humanity not just your own lil groups. How can we take action to unify our planet if everyone things their way is the only way?

I do hope that you make it a wonderful day! I planted some flowers and I am wearing my tie dies today!

Love Light n Blessings everyone@!


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Its 4/20 and its time for us here at “Illuminations of Light Live!” to talk about the subject that 4/20 commemorates and that is “Medical Marijuana”.!

Before I even get into anything political or quote an statistics etc., I would like to throw in my 2 cents worth of my feelings and personal observations , experiences. I will also share with you my opinion that I have concluded through those observations etc. I hope that all of you reading this blog please keep an open mind always.
So here is my two cents (or maybe more) about what I have experienced and observed. I will start off with my own experiences with the use of medical marijuana. I have suffered with frequent migraines and neck, shoulder and back issues and also depression. I’ve been dealing with the migraines for about 30 years, the back/neck/ shoulder issues for about 27 years (I initially injured myself when I was pregnant with my daughter and she is 27 years old) and the depression which has been sporadic for various reasons at various times for 20 years. I have gone through just about every regimen that is out there concerning migraines and just about every one for my particular injures concerning my back etc. Those regimens to get the highlights that pertain to my point goes something like this. Some of the regimens of med’s for pain for the headaches would make the go away after various periods of time had passed. That time varied between 10 mins to 3 hrs or so (which m ost likely the headache went on its own for one reason or another it wasn’t the med’s that did it) During the various time frames that it took for the headache to be relieved, and for most several hours after and some for days after, my brain was for all intents and purpose not really functioning properly, in other words; I was a great big dough head ! This was true also for the pain med’s and muscle relaxers that were prescribed to me. The effects of additional meds for my back/neck etc issues such as anti-inflammatory medications  were for my stomach were not the best let alone what I couldn’t feel the cumulative damage of years of use could  have done or is doing. Some of the side effects that were almost worse than the original issue and certainly when the side effects were in unison along with the original issue was horrible , which included such things as Stomach burning and pain, heartburn, acid reflux issues, constipation, diarrhea, the dough head non brain function thing, and the one that actually induced me to become depressed , the great 24/7 tired excessively all the time can’t keep my eyes or my mind focused at all I have to drink two gallons of espresso and I’m not sure that will work kind of thing. Then what more interesting regimens of meds that I was exposed to for the migraines were to give you an example, I was given some that I was  instructed that they were placed under the tongue (they tasted horrible ) and I was very firmly warned that I could only take 2 in a twenty four hour period or they would kill me, not might kill me, but, that they would kill me. (Thank God I wasn’t a suicidally inclined individual because there was ticket to ride contained in this small bottle of 20 pills!). Not only that when I took them which was only twice, it made me feel like I would imagine it would feel if I had took some psychedelic like L. S.D. or peyote or something. Then there was one doctor that treated me for awhile he was all about prevent, prevent, prevent meds that would prevent migraines. These little specials that I was to take daily for prevention of the migraines, I was told that they were made for people who suffered with epilepsy and by a pure accident they found out that worked in preventing the migraines on some people (notice I said Some people) but they didn’t know why they worked but they just did. I got to say right now that the fact that they didn’t know why they worked and it didn’t seem like they were interested in find out sent up red flags for me and the other that I almost inquired but caught myself was what kind of accident or what was the details of this “accidental” discovery was but I stopped myself because I really don’t think I wanted to know that, I already have a more than sketchy trust issues with some medical procedures and practices and medications that are used I didn’t want to make that go over the edge and loose completely any of the trust that was still holding on.  I tried them for a week begrudgingly, because I didn’t feel; that I should fill by body up with medication every day that was not an issue every day and sometimes not often I would go a month without one . I did try for 7 whole days and 6 days out of the 7 seven I spent praying to the porcelain goddess that resides in my bathroom (toilet for those who don’t know who “the porcelain goddess” is)  With that one as far as preventing anything the only thing they did was preventing me from eating for 7 days and not in a good way or diet way either. There was one that I took for the depression that actually made my hair fall out and made the depression worse. As my hair was starting to fall out I decided that the side effects were way worse that the depression also losing ones hair as an aide for curing depression just wasn’t working for me I guess self image and self esteem having those lost jus t didn’t seem to be conclusive to healing my depression …. Call me too vain …It was a personal choice and decision . The ones  that always got me for any of the meds that were prescribed for my issues were the ones that they approach you and say, ” These are fairly new so as far as side effects they have very few and they are mild side effects reported and we have no data on long term or cumulative effects to the body but they are probably okay. ( For me It’s the “probably” that made those red  flags rise.) The FDA approved them I assure you they are probably fine. ( there is that probably)  Just about then is when I wanted and eventually did, I’m sorry I watched my mother suffer a long and agonizing death unnecessarily that the 5 long years that it took experience the wonders of the FDA approved fairly new medicine that we are not sure of all the side effects short long cumulative etc etc side effects but they are PROBABLY okay medication merry go round. I know there are good conscientious people ion the FDA but there are also ones that if there palm were greased sufficiently etc. that medications  that are “FDA approved ” were not approved  exactly “by the book”. My father too suffered from some those probably okay meds also . He had several side effects from those fairly new lot that were probably okay that not only created new life threatening medical issues but also compounded the ones he already had due to that missing long term cumulative data that I’m its probably all good FDA approved and all. Eventually for him those “side effect” issue got him to a place where all drug manufactures would like us all to be . That place where you take meds to sleep meds to wake you up from the meds you took to sleep, meds to give you and appetite to offset the meds that put you asleep and woke you up meds to be able to eat to offset the prior meds and meds that would for all intents and pur pose “balance ” him out ,. It was like that they had to make sure he was taking an even number of meds if not they threw in the “balancer” for good measure and to give him the even thing.  I also had a neighbor (I promise this will be brief and then to the point of all of this I promise!) who suffered from a brain tumor and that was malignant and he of course was on a similar med merry go round.
I do want to state that marijuana is not without side effects but most of those side effects are so mild that most don’t even notice and others that have been touted as pervasive can be eliminated or rectified by administering it in one of several alternate ways.
I found for myself an answer or alternative to the current mainstream FDA approved regimes that have little or no side effects and have eliminated or minimized  any of the many pervasive long and short effects side or otherwise  cumulative effects that I was risking and experienced by using medical marijuana. I don’t use it because I have this crazed addiction  going on nor has it caused me to be come some horrible criminal or do some spontaneous stealing or deadly assault or some brain dead vegetable or some psychotic devil or anything. If used with common sense and being informed like any thing that you use for medical issues that even includes  band aids they work beautifully .  The use of this ancient multi use multi talented creation of the Creator that for thousands of years have been used my almost every culture on this planet, and that we have tons of true data (we also have a lot that has been used to p romote propaganda and is false) on more than just about any drug on the market, AS we speak there is more that is being collected; and why it is still having a problem being legalized is beyond me. I know that both my mother and my father if medical marijuana was used for them -, my mother would of had definitely a better quality of life for those 5 years, because the side effects that she endured and the cocktail of meds that she was given to offset dialysis and its side effects like the no appetite which prompted medication which acted adversely and made it so that she was not able to keep real food down for 5 years the only thing she survived on was a horrible liquid diet that she forced down and was pretty much held down by sheer will, medical marijuana would have been of great use and would have prevented the further side effect and combination med effect of not being able to rest which prompted another fairly new one and caused extreme leg restlessness and all of them especially in combined form made those last 5 years  a nightmare not only for her but for the ones that had to watch helplessly her suffering. My father wouldn’t have gotten to that med merry go round nor would he have collected additional life threatening medical issues which made his life more of a hell than it really should have been, and that his quality of life  lowered exponentially, I  don’t even want get started on that, if Medical marijuana had been used .  As far as my neighbor who had the brain tumor at my prompting tried it out  and within two weeks he was able to toss half of the meds that he was taking to be able to do everyday regular human functions such as eating sleeping not throwing up walking around like a pill filled side effect infested miserable person. It is bad enough that chemo patients are suffering from cancer and loosing hair but to half to endure horrible nausea loss of appetite etc. when for most of those patients that if medical marijuana was given to them there quality of life would improve by leaps and bounds as did my neighbor. This is an actual quote he said in the last few weeks of his life I wish I would have started using the marijuana at the beginning It would have given a better quality the life that I was left and then perhaps I would have been able to do more of the things I like and spent more quality time that I would remember clearly with those that I love and cared about, I am grateful for that the 6 months that I have had, and to think it has been there all along . I may come from a different era and have different perspectives on things than the younger people do but this one the government and the people who have not really seen the real story who have been blinded by ignorance etc are doing a disservice to those of like me . If I wasn’t dying I would be medical marijuana’s biggest fan.  You know the only conclusions that That I have been ab le to come to with what I have experienced and observed first hand and  I’ve only shared a few of them with you today is that The keeping of medical marijuana illegal is as my neighbor said, “it is doing a disservice to a whole lot of suffering and sick people unnecessarily!” . I know I said I’d do statistics but statistics can be easily manipulated to suit whatever side of the cause that you are in favor of an politically if you are interested in getting more info or letting someone know what you believe should be done with regards to this issue contact your state and federal representatives and let them know, go top your local library get and research the myriad of informational pamphlets and web sites that are available , ask people that have used medical marijuana or is using . Do your own investigation if not for anyone else but for yourself so you can be informed because you never know when God forbid that you become one of the ones that get some medical issu es that causes undue suffering or are suddenly in the position that my parents were in or my neighbor or me. Do the research, keep your  mind open ,look from the broader perspective , make sure you are willing to listen to those that have first hand experience and knowledge , and then do the math find out for yourself what the truth is, you never can go wrong with the truth no matter what the truth always wins out in the end. Thank you all God Bless and Happy 4 -20!!!!

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Greetings and Salutations One and All!!! We are proud to present Mrs. Gail Faulkingham to the show on Tuesday April 20, 2010! 9pm MST on blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight.

Gail is a great lady who is a down to earth lady and a straight talker, speaks with Kimberly about her personal journey and how she over came her challenges in life and how she developed this amazing gift. Gail who is Extremely humble takes absolutely no credit for her work and gives all thanks and glory to her Creator. We will be discussing how she does what she does, how long she’s had this gift, what her words of wisdom will be for the upcoming generations who may have this amazing gift. Be sure to tune tonight Tuesday April 20th to hear this amazing ladies story!

Here is a bit more about Gail!

Gail Faulkingham Medium and Aura
Reader!

We are pleased and honored to welcome Ms. Gail Faulkingham to the show! She is a long time friend of the Illuminations of Light Group and is a regular in the Pride of Healing Group as well. She has appeared on several radio programs and does free readings in Paltalk on a regular basis.  A true inspiration, overcoming her deafness and walking her path with integrity and beauty is her way. She is always there t0 help people and is now running her own practice and is so funny and deliteful! Here is a bit more about Gail in her own words.

” I was born in September of 1955, second child to my parents. My father is Native American and my mom has some in her also but mostly English for her. I started noticing colors around animals and flowers when I was 5, I would ask my mom and Dad about it but until I was old enough to understand <12> they just gave me answers that where truth but easy for me to understand for the age at the time of the asking. People call me an Aura Reader and Medium……personally it has nothing to do with me at all I have to give all credit to Creator < my GOD> im blessed he picked me for this job, but I can take NO credit for it < the work> at all.  I have always had a very special connection to animals and plants hell I have 27 plants in the house and 2 trees LOL and ummmmmmmmmm 2 cats 2 ferrets ops 3 cats as of last night, 2 dogs, 2 birds and a 35 gal fish tank……………..hell I’m a Noah’s Ark here LOL when I first started out on my own with my readings it was always done as fun……………until I was 25 did I understand this is not FUN but a great blessing from God. I have noticed that when they witness me reading people they get uncomfortable because of what Spirit allows me to see, but I learned a LONG time ago to respect this information and do just as Spirit guides me NOTHING MORE, im not their judge just their helper. Working for God is very humbling but it is also very rewarding as long as you keep your thoughts straight and remember THIS IS NOT YOUR WORK BUT THE WORK OF YOUR GOD………never  forget that. well I find it uncomfortable talking about myself……….. I have been deaf since age 4 from internal illnesses. I only have 7 % now in the left ear so I read lips. I think this loss of one of my senses has given me a upper hand in doing my work for God, when you cant hear you don’t have so many distractions!”

As you can see she is a gentle spirit with a firey edge and just a terrific person! Be sure to tune in for Illuminations of Light LIVE! Tuesday, April 20, 2010 on blogtalkradio.com/illuminationsoflight!

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Of course I All my life I was one of those people that zigged when I should have zagged. I was that one person that actually took that,”Wrong turn at Albuquerque
!”There were many times I almost felt like this could be a fact
that if a minute piece of meteor perhaps the size of the head of a thumbtack and at that precise moment everybody was standing ass to ass that particular piece of meteor would find me! Just me!!!
No one else.  I know it sounds like I was running my own home movie of “ Lianna’s  Pity Party“. Really It wasn’t my intention( and those of you out there …..and you know whom you are). When you seem to consistently have the weirdest bad luck no matter how pious or careful,how much time you took to think before you did things they would just seem to explode right in front of you and way  more often than what was acceptable as the norm. It gives you the feeling like you were always navigating thru a heavily mined area and all of the mines were highly movement sensitive and you were in earthquake country! Even the ones that knew me the longest and were close to me (Family) .For example  my mother and my sister would say to me when they would hear about something that happened. First it would be my sister saying to me, “You have the weirdest t hings that seem to happen and a lot of them not good . I’ve watched and you could be standing minding your own business except maybe giving the person that you are next to your ear and listen to their woes while giving them your coat because they were cold and didn’t have one and that would be just about the time that person went inside and locked the door by accident  and can’t hear you knocking not to mention they forgot to give back the coat and that’s about the time a blizzard would strike!” She would then say with my mother nodding her head and then chiming in , “You always do that to yourself you always think with your heart first and your head coming in last and then something happens and it’s you that is the loser…. (they would both pause stare straight into my eyes) then in unison like synchronized swimming “If you would just do it like you are supposed to and use your head first then if necessary your heart….especially those kind of people  you know most of them are just taking advantage of your kindness, they know  your weakness that you think with your heart, why would they come for your help ? They must be not people you could trust because if they could be they would have better people like family or closer friends unless they are doing or have done something wrong and even their family etc. won’t  help them .!” Or the one my brother would say , “Why do you have be so nice and helping those kind of people you know the ones that have PROBLEMS! One of these days you are going to think with that heart of yours and something is going to happen to you bad like hospital or jail or something and I don’t want to be the one to have to tell mom and dad that something happened to you . If you would use your head do something for some charity then you know that the ones you are helping are okay to help, and if you do it that way then you don’t take a < /FONT>risk by being around them.  That’s the smart way! That’s using your head!! “. I know they sound like a bunch of heartless wonders but they really aren’t. They just didn’t know what to say or do for me because really their actions in life did not reflect that shallowness they couldn’t give me any answers and they couldn’t reconcile blaming me for some evil I had done was the reason for my “bad luck”.  I was like the guy on the Flintstone’s “Bad luck Schlep rock” I had some sort of black cloud hanging over just me and the reason was my heart!!  I can see why they saw that as a weakness or maybe it should be categorized as a disability or a birth defect. I admit they did have somewhat of a point in a way. I am guilty of taking people that had “problems or issues” I am guilty as sin of that! I even used to joke and say that my house was the “last way station for kids, animals and down on the luck adults , strays of all kinds. Yes, I was a sap for a hard luck story. Guilty as charged ! A soft touch? Yes guilty! I  Weak? No not because I was a sap for a hard luck story a soft touch or that I always seem to go for the underdog the only weakness I was guilty of was being weak and believing that their was something wrong with thinking with my heart first.  But I also want t o make something clear before I go on I cannot tell a lie some of those “bad luck ” things  that happened were because  it just the way things turned out no blame and others it was my poor decision for one reason or another. Ratio wise though, screw up were 25% as opposed to heart which was about 70%. Although the peanut gallery always blamed it all on me thinking with my heart first!  Due to the constant prodding from family etc. I tried very hard to change my decision making process. I would get close but no cigar! I would have it all set in my head what I was going to do the next time I heard that hard luck story, or the next time someone was down on there luck etc. etc. and then it would happen and everything that I had so carefully prepped myself for would just disappear and suddenly it was like I would go on some weird backward  autopilot. My mind would get in the fetal position with its thumb in it’s mouth and my heart wearing its Superman cape   with my own  personal  singers singing “here I am to save the day!!!”  I would go in with guns a blazing ,  almost like a like the bull in a china shop !!!! Wouldn’t you know it  there I was again asking, “I’m sorry that you are having such a hard time. Have you eaten? Do you  have a place to stay tonight?”.  As my friend Kimberly would say in a New Jersey accent, ” Can we talk?” I always thought or justified (depending on your point of view) What if that were me? or my daughter? and we were down on our luck, I would hope that someone would help me or my daughter out in that type of situation. I figured I was at least putting that energy out into the universe and with that what goes around comes around karma thing going on I may not get the perspective help back from those that I helped but that if I did get into a jam e tc. that the universe would find another “me” type of person and they would be there helping out. Of course the one or two times I used that thought or theory as a defense against my own personal “peanut gallery” I got shot down . Surprisingly on that one ,much to old peanut gallery’s chagrin I was correct.
So on life went, I still was diligently attempting to change ., There were a few  times I was successful in using my mind first but they all turned out as disasters. Just about the time I could feel myself start to go there and buy into some of my own stinking thinking , ” perhaps God or something just didn’t like me or I was being punished for some forgotten offense to the universe”. Then for no apparent reason I experienced one of those life altering, show stopping synchronistic miraculous wave kinda thing that contained uncountable small epiphanies which led to, and culminated with ,a giant monster epiphany!!!! There were also minor realizations in the double digits after ,for example , I realized that I had been carrying parts of the monster epiphany for years actually as far back as I remember! O ne of the biggest realizations  or visions(they are like aftershocks from an earthquake)  was that having those epiphanies , especially the monster,  I felt like I was handed and it  to be carried around in your pocket or purse big  A very large very intricate and quite detailed dot to dot puzzles that you could not guess what the picture was because they were so intricate and detailed and the dots contained were in the triple digits , until all the dots were located and connected in their proper order.
When I finally had “come down” and the “wave” was in a lull before the next possible wave could hit ,my mind began the process of doing that replay thing that it is so good at, going over all those times when I zigged when I should have zagged or when I took those wrong turns at Albuquerque, or I had experienced a “This is another fine mess you gotten yourself into Ollie” kind of thing. I started to see so many things in so many ways 180 degrees different than I did just 10 minutes prior. I realized  that actually the times that I was able to lead with my mind hardly ever turned out copasetic and if I really looked at things, my choices that I used my old heart, minus  the decisions that I knew were poor ones , the odds compared with the average person were better. The only real difference was that when the hear t decides, and it goes wrong for one reason or another, the places that it effects or is pervasive in your life ,have to do more so with your feelings than concrete things not that they might not affect the concrete items but that the prominent issue is your feelings.They also have a tendency towards emotional  dramas like mini soap operas.  The decisions that you make with the heart when they fail or just go
wrong they are noticed more profoundly . I believe that is
because the emotional drama makes them ,what I like to call “Louder”” mistakes. People in general remember those loud errors in judgement or discernment more so because it hits that soap opera gossip gene that is seemingly hard wired in a lot of people.
The part of the monster epiphany that struck me was one that I think is a truth that has been buried within us since  Adam and Eve . This is the part that I believe goes something like this, Somewhere we were the culprits for one  reason or another ( that is one I will perhaps save for  another blog!) that we put this separation between the Mother/Father God  maybe because like teenagers due when they are attempting to figure who they are do the opposite from what they have been taught and shown by their parental figures. You know the pendulum swings all the way to opposite before it is able to get to that middle the place of balance.
As I pondered that part of the puzzle another aspect jumped out and hit me square in the face. The separation that we chose to put between us and God we took it so that the pendulum swung far to that other side and jumped out of our hearts and into our brains or minds. This way we could not look at what it was that was happening and find and excuse for our behavior if it all went wrong, such as I was tempted by a snake, or she made me do it, or it has not scientific or logical proof etc. I also came to understand that in the mind is where the fear, envy, torment, cruelty, despair and  death were born and resided. That within our hearts things like Love , compassion, understanding forgiveness etc lived. Love is what The Source’s essence is made of which our true essence is, it is the essence of creation. If we make decisions from the mind of our heart, that even if it goes awry initially that truly in the bigger picture it was not a poor decision it was that what we were to receive was something that would expand us and that it was something important for us or someone else to learn and experience. It may have gone wrong on a physical 3 D  level or in societies opinion , but in the grand scheme of things what happened was for the highest good .  I also realized that I had actually been lucky, not disabled etc. in any way. I had been doing the process the way it was intended somewhere along the way I was one of those outside of the norm or the box kind of people, that it had been forgotten to let me in on what the human race had changed the programming to. I was born in default mode the optimum mode. At that moment I felt such peace and gratitude that it was indescribable. I knew that when I had time enough to process all of what this Monster “dot to dot” implied that letting others in on the gift of this knowledge was part of what it was about. That I was going to do that “I’ll tell two people and they will tell two people and so on” thing and along with the others that have been given this gift who would also be messengers, the understanding would would be owned by enough of us to cause “a hundredth monkey effect” and perhaps it would be or at least a big contributing factor to our survival when the time came and the transition , the “evolutionary leap” the ascension occurs. I am not sure what to label it but the “big Change” “the shift” that everybody is discussing that has been predicted, that is at the beginning of the final countdown.
Since that initial moment of realization the complete picture of what I was gifted an understanding is exponentially huge and to write about it would take months , so the complete picture I will have to dole it out in increments. How that should be done, I don’t really know.  So  I am having faith that Spirit, God will let me know (He/She has not failed me yet) .  What the crux of the message is that it is time that we turn around step back into our hearts and merge with our higher self our God self that exists in the now only and return and be who we really are and step out of this hell hole soap opera drama illusion that we created for ourselves and let the pendulum finally get back to the middle , the balance point so we can find “home”: again. I’m not sure what all it is I am to embark on from this  illusion we call reality’s fixed point in time at this pivotal moment  in the human race. I do know this , when Source lifted the gate and let me see myself who I really am and whom we all are  (we are but reflections or mirrors of each other which we are also mirrors of The Creator ,the Source, God. which ever you prefer,  made in the image and likeness His/Her children)..Who they have diligently prepared. Who they so carefully watched over. Who they were extremely patient, understanding , forgiving with Who they always without fail proved that their love for me was unconditional, limitless and timeless (forever) I saw the perfection of us and all of creation and that we all  need to see understand and own the perfection of who we are. In that I understood for myself that really it has always been my deep down soul desire , that I was seeing with extreme clarity, To express my gratitude for the gift of life, Glorify my Creator, express from the heart , the “mind” of the heart my perfect unique self and do so with complete faith in that I am the child o f God and that if whatever my choices in life are that it is imperative ( no lame excuses allowed) that it is the heart that is the key.  If we do that merge and step back into the heart that what we do will always be for our highest good and the highest good of all. That if you look into to your core you will know that this is a real truth, undisputable truth. That if we as a human race pull our heads out of our own buttocks , stop being in the dark, be willing to own the truth of it all wake up and smell the coffee, end the illusion the nightmare that we created , loose the soap operas,for lack of a better word,  ‘the ego”, get out of our own way , it will be as easy and simple as opening an unlocked door and stepping over the threshold . to give us back ourselves and be and know and own that we are perfect beings and that children of God is not a metaphor it is literal.
Now that I have shared this story and the message from spirit , I would ask you for one more indulgence that really you have nothing to loose except a few extra moments of your time. The favor I ask is that you ponder, ruminate on what you just read with an open mind and heart. If you should accept the basic premise as “a real genuine all encompassing  truth”: that you pass this gift of an understanding (in a way like the movie “pay it forward”) If you should not be ready to be woken up to own the understanding of this genuine truth , that you keep puzzle in your memory banks and perhaps at a later date try and ponder it again. You really have nothing to loose but everything to gain  God Bless you, Love an light to you all.~Lianna

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Greetings and Salutations! One and All! Well I will tell you this has been a very dynamic week for me personally with all the energies going wild and bouncing off of everyone and everything! Some awesome new stuff was born out of this chaotic energy but it was very difficult to ride this wave!

One of the things I have been learning to do is to be aware. We touched on this in the last entry on mindfullness and we gave you an exercise to play with over the week. How did that go for you? Did you start to notice any changes within your being?

Dr. Bruce Lipton, talks in his book, ” The Biology of Belief”, about how our ” Perceptions” can absolutely have a profound effect on our physical and emotional well being. How we “see” our world through our filters of experiences can be skewed and absolutely create real physical issues. It’s been said, there is your truth, my truth and THE truth. The fact of the matter is, all of us have these experiential filters that cause us to have the experience of something loving or something fearful. If we are in a state of fear, our physical bodies go into a protection mode and we stop growing, we lower the immune system, and deplete from other systems in the body that we use for growth, because on a very primal level we are telling the body to prepare for fight or flight. When our bodies do this, extra blood etc. is sent to the muscles to get ready to run or fight. When we come from a place of bliss or peace or love, our bodies are relaxed and in the mode of growth. The very interesting thing which I found amazing in the ” Biology of Perception” was the tidbit that all of our habits, and beliefs are stored in the “subconscious” not the “conscious” mind. That these two are like two different people. The “subconscious” is very logically based and likes order and is “timeless” it does not know past or future, only current input in the NOW moment, it does not understand otherwise. The “conscious” mind is the part of us that says, “Hey let’s go check that out and get some new experience!” It is the free flowing creative side that doesn’t mind chaos, and getting stuck in the past or the future creates issues if we address issues from this perspective. This is the problem with self help books. They address the conscious mind not the subconscious. You have to address both to gain true healing and balance.

So what are some ways that we begin to reprogram the subconscious mind to be in harmony with our conscious mind? Well there are many tools out there which can be used to achieve this goal. As with all things intent and commitment are key. You have to have a willingness to achieve this. Now at times the subconscious is not ready to accept that change.

How can you tell if the subconscious is ready or not? The human body is equipt with its own bio feed back equiptment! It’s fantastic! Kinesiology is a wonderful tool to help assess and diagnose an issue that may be blocking healing. This same idea can be used to correct thinking and perception.

With regard to mindfullness, where are you feeling it in your body. Last week we had you note 20 things in a room when you found yourself triggered. This week I want you to be aware of where you are feeling your feelings in your own body. What physical signals are you getting from your own body (natural bio feed back) about how you are feeling.

If you wish, take this a step further, and write it down, so you can see in writing, what time of day, what are the triggers, what is the core emotion that is associated with that, it can be simple like feels good or feels bad. By creating this record you begin to see the patterns of your own responses and how your body is affected. By doing this you can begin to reprogram the thinking patterns which were learned at a young age.

I am going to post some videos which far better explain this process of kinesiology and the ways you can use this modality to shift yourself and your perceptions.

Dee Wallace shared a wonderful exercise she did with her seminars, that she would give everyone a PlayDough ball and tell them to create something. Everyone would. Then she would instruct them to mush it up into a ball and create something else.  Her analogy being, we as humans complicate things, that changing our life and our reality is as easy as mushing up that playdough and starting another creation. Instead, we like to hold that creation, drag it around with us everywhere showing it off to everyone etc not doing anything to change that thinking.

So practice being aware of what you are feeling, and where you are feeling it in your own body. Use your own natural biofeedback to help you identify what the challenge areas are within your own being.

Watch these videos on some tools to use to begin to make real changes in your life, in your “perceptions” and beliefs! Let us know what you think!

Until next time! Blessings from me and mine to you and yours in the heart of Oneness. Namaste~!

This first set of videos are from Bruce Lipton, he explains the biological reasons that positive thinking works and how.

I will only post the first one, there are seven in the series! Watch the entire set!

This second set is part II of the lecture featuring Rob Williams, the creator of PSYCH-K, who gives wonderful tools to remove old programming and replace it with new improved ideas that are more in alignment with where you want to be!

This is the “Psychology of Change” by Rob Williams this is part 1 of 8 and you will want to see all 8!

This is a different take on his method

This is a short one on self testing

This again another version of self testing from the folks at enjoyabetterworld.com

This is Dee Wallace on Creative Consciousness, interview on Braveheart Women

This is part 1 of 3, this book is dynamite! You will want to see all of this interview!

Finally Gary Zukav and Linda Francis talk briefly about Authentic Power!

I do hope you find these videos helpful, I know I certainly have.

Blessings all until we meet again!


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